Dear Diary

I miss you

2012-02-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

Back in miri , gonna leave again after 4 days , how sad? No matter who is after me , I still miss you , can someone replace your importance in my heart , can something stop me from missing you ? it has been four months, please let me forget about the way you used to care about me .

*never imagine we will end like this Valentine's day is coming, I miss you.

Good days never exist in my dictionary now.

2011-10-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

Oh man , SERIOUSLY depressed to the max, haih I didnt get to finish my 2nd experiment in the lab , I am soooo depressed and feeling wanna shout out loud! Damn you practicals seriously ! And hell, lecturers are just LIKE that , this is an endless nightmare, Nottingham campus I fear you already ! I live like a zombie everyday please stop!

Is it as torn as mine?

2011-07-29T07:23:00.001-07:00

I miss you , please get out of my head , HAIH

My heart's farewell

2011-07-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Another buddy of mine is leaving tomorrow, AK5187 . Wong Ying Sheng , :( I will miss you . I know everyone needs to say goodbye someday , but it's hard to look at my buddy and say goodbye. I will keep you guys in my heart. I will fly too someday later, wait for me ,the journey of our hearts.

FREEDOM

2011-07-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

I am soooo FRUSTRATED, YEARNING TO LEAVE MIRI ,GET A NEW LIFE AND STUDY WHAT I WANT , DADDY CAN YOU PLEASE DO SMTH? I WANNA STUDY

改变

2011-07-05T05:47:00.001-07:00

我不想成为一个大小姐，什么都做不好，我想要有自己的一片天，我要改变

The lock .

2011-07-04T02:10:00.001-07:00

I am not forgetting about you , but keeping all the memories in my heart. I will not take it out , I will not recall back . You had the key to my heart, but now the key is gone, cos I have destroyed it . I can't hate, cos I really can't let myself to hate you . (: With you , my life was great, cos every night you would call for hours, and I expected my phone to ring . Without you , I try to make my days occupied with work . Passing by the places familiar with your face is like a flashback of the memories, but it's just fine , cos I need to face it . Not couples anymore but i wish that we can be really good friends.

First day of work .

2011-07-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

My first day of working at True label pharmacy store. TOUGH ONE TOUGH ONE! memorize medicines with Momo. HAHA! I made some new friends there - Bruce, Yong Qian , Ah Ling , YenRu , Carrie, Carol , Xue Er ,SiaoQiang, TAUKE! Kinda tough really . But I think I have made the right decision of intending to enter medical field, more precisely , pharmacy .
My relationship ,
Still I miss you a lot . Never want to ask you to come back , but i think for now , the best relationship between us is just being friends, and I feel really great about that, liking a boy like you doesn't mean that I need to have you (: want you to stay happy always.

Last day in Singapore.

2011-06-28T07:43:00.000-07:00

如果是你陪我一起来到这里，那会有多好。也许现在我的心还是被你这个小偷偷走了，而且还狠狠地在我的心那里刺了一刀。

It pains me every single sec.

2011-06-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

I miss you . But I won't hold you back, it pains me. Maybe I still can't get over you. I see your shadow in everywhere, what can I say, you are always on my mind .

Dear diary

2011-06-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

It's 3am and I m using iPad 2 to blog. I cant sleep at all. Sadness is coming towards me every single second. I am looking at his Facebook, but , I will not regret about the decision that I have made. Lord, you always have the best plan in hands. Please, make me forget.

SG.

2011-06-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

Dear diary , I am in Singapore right now . Yea , shopping trip. I broke up with my boy . My best friend said that I was too impulsive, so I texted him for the last time ,hoping that miracle would happen . But , I think both of us daren't to face it anymore, he didn't answer my question in the text , but at last he sent me a text while I have already arrived in singapore for seven hours . Saying , :hope you enjoy your trip in Singapore. But , I seriously don't wanna give up on him . Is it wrong to break up with him first? Every single place that I havef stepped on in Singapore always reminds me about him. Even the very normal t shirt , I love sg. Yea, I love sg. He is trying to keep something from me, what's the thing that he doesn't wanna tell me ? Till now I am still curious about it .

Girls should have their own prides .

2011-06-24T20:28:00.000-07:00

I have been acting like I don't give a shit lately. YEAH , I kinda made myself feel like I don't really care about him . I am leaving tomorrow . Will he do something to make me change about how I feel ? If he does, GREAT MIRACLE STILL HAPPENS LOL .But I bet that he will just, " Oh babe , I will miss you " and I will get so disheartened and tell him " don't come to me anymore, you jerk. "

LIFE WITHOUT SCHOOLING .

2011-06-22T22:07:00.001-07:00

Hey diary, since when I am so devoted to blogging ?
well that's not the point HAHA .
I miss school seriously. I stay at my mom's shop like a useless chick .
NEEDA GO TO SCHOOL ! AT LEAST LEARN SOMETHING . I MISS YOU ,SCHOOLLLL.
I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS <3

MISTAKE

2011-06-22T05:25:00.001-07:00

I fell for the wrong person . I can't handle lies, never ever.

Do you understand?

2011-06-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

Hey diary, I have missed you since the day I started to have my emo phase.
boy,
can you read my mind ?
do you understand what my body languages are trying to say?
I can forgive you if you are too dumbass to understand everything , but I will never forgive you if you don't give a damn about me .
You woo-ed me in the first place,
you wanted me in the first place,
you caught my heart ,
you had my attention and concerns all about you .
Yet, LATELY , YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH A JERK .
ARE THE BOYS ALWAYS THE SAME?
THEY TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, BUT END UP NEGLECTING YOU .
you said you loved me , you missed me
I want no WORDS
I want words with actions , but you never prove to me , day by day, my faith in you fades away.
whom should I put the blame ?
I am trying hard to save this , but if you are not working on it , it will just end up like this.
I am tired. I DAREN'T TO BELIEVE IN YOUR WORDS. I AM AFRAID.
Please, once again , let me feel that I mean something to you, I feel so terrible , but you never care, don't ever break a girl's heart, YOU WILL GET KARMA

Dear Diary

2011-03-20T00:38:00.000-07:00

YEA COMPLEX NUMBERS COMPLEX NUMBERS, I M GOING INSANE , VERY SOON

Sometimes you really cannot choose.

2011-03-19T09:09:00.001-07:00

I'm facing some problems. DILEMMA. OMG , 3 MONTHS LATER I WILL BE GRADUATING FROM MY ALVL . Yes, I have been doing all the SCIENCE thingy, my head is filled with all the scientific knowledges and I talk in SCIENTIFIC WAY USING SCIENTIFIC TERM .Yes, I am doing that everyday. I plan for myself, or I am forced to plan for myself? I can't put the blame on anyone, they always say , just go ahead. TRIALS AND ERRORS. FIRSTLY IF I HAVE GOT ENOUGH MONEY, I WILL DEFINITELY TRY FOR EVERYTHING . SECONDLY , IF WE CAN TURN BACK THE TIME WHENEVER WE WANT TO , I WILL GO FOR IT. What is the key now ? TIME AND MONEY. Should I study pharmarcy or Pastry? Yea, daddy said pharmarcy is good. Yes it's good but i am afraid of ruining my own future, who knows , I might fail , TOUCHWOOD , BETTER DONT! God, please show the way, I am blindfolded and tired. I cant see anything ,or I am refused to see? refused to choose? God, please grant me to have passion in studying pharmarcy.

It's just today , with my table lamp and biology lecture notes LOL

2010-07-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

I've just finished reading 2 chapters of Bio. I feel satisfied though,because at least I did some revision for today XD. Next week is my exam, getting on my nerves! I'm so nervous. Hope that I can answer all the questions and at least there's no D on my report card XD. I miss someone right now. Really ..but I'm not going to tell who he is . :)

Stress out!

2010-07-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

When I close my eyes , I see question papers , I see teachers' markings, I see BIOLOGY,CHEMISTRY, PURE MATHS , THINKING SKILL. THINKING SKILL is the scariest one . THOUGH I heard people saying that it's not that hard, but I hate it! It's just so boring HAHAHAHA. I'm going to have my driving test on 28th of July ,I'm really nervous until I think that I'm starting to have nausea because of that. Once I get edgy I will mess everything up. Hope that I will remain calm and take it easy. God, make me pacing back to You . You're the greatest and the only One.

Alcoholics are so horrible

2010-07-04T07:29:00.001-07:00

I just came back from dinner with relatives. There was a cousin , came back from USA. he brought us few bottles of alcohol like Vodkas , Sake , red wine and so on . I didn't drink . The reason why was, I was sick and I wasn't good at drinking all these. HAHAA.. And it was kinda boring while having dinner with a bunch of alcoholics. HAHA.. I didn't know what to talk , what to do because I wasn't a drinker LOL. My sis was totally drunk and she's now sleeping on my bed. I guess she hasn't taken a shower. OHNO! I had some cheese cakes tonight , my cousin bought 2 cheescakes from Marriot . It tasted just fantastic!

Scream for Argentina ; Sad for Argentina

2010-07-03T21:50:00.000-07:00

The Team that represents Argentina .

MESSI~

Happy for a successful goal .

Fighting for the ball ; fighting for their coutries.

ARGENTINA ROCKS!

I'm a total big fans of Argentina . HAHAHA, I'm serious LOL. Last night , the tournament Argentina VS Germany was so fascinating . I put all my expectation in Argentina . But , eventually ,they failed it . 0:4 , I felt kinda disappointed. Never mind , I'm ready to wait for the next FIFA with Argentina to be the next champion LOL Have I gone overboard ?LOL Whatever, just get used to it . I'm kinda crazy lately LOL . I was screaming at the TV as I saw that Argentina seemed so opportunistic to score LOL but they couldn't , as Germany was too strong and they were good at defending .

I'm back XD

2010-07-02T20:01:00.000-07:00

I'm back here to blog , but I don't really know what should I write about . I'm kinda emo and my mood swings recently. Is it if someone is getting older , he/she will turn out and become like this ? I'm so lost recently . I don't really know what I want. I need PEACE . So I will pray for it . :) It will be okay, it will be okayy...

Events happened in June
1. Leaving of Lydia My Babe
ALS Jan'10 intake , I'm one of them . I love them , alot! There was a student joined us in April (I think) ,she came to revise what she had learn during form 6. We were so strange at the beginning . But as she was with all of us for couple of days , we were so close and we had so much fun playing and studying in the last row. I LOVE LAST ROW ! Time flies, she left us this Wednesday (30th of June) because she's going to KL on 28th of July . She said that :" I'm strong and I won't cry" But on her last day staying with us , she cried and hugged everyone of us . We can't bear her leaving, I bet she does too . We promised that during holiday , we would hang out together. LYDIA , I'm waiting for my holiday!! HANG OUT TOGETHER!!

2. Leaving of Marcus
My class organised a farewell party for Marcus last friday night. Unfortunately I couldn't join them because I was in Singapore. I knew that they were all having so much fun :DDDDDD SAD CASE AAA , I COULDN'T JOIN THEM!! This Tuesday (29/6), Marcus bought 14 PIZZAS during lunch break and our class (approximately 47 students ) were like starved for decades , fighting for food XD I like my class, so united and full of harmony!

3. A trip to Singapore
I had so much fun in Singapore. I love shopping and I love Ion Orchard. I love playing with the MRT ticket machine LOL . :) I don't say much about it XD

*Busy city doesn't symbolise that it's a good thing. As people are busy with their own stuffs, fighting for their own prides and forget what they truly are.
*Are you wearing a mask on your face ?

I pray.

2010-02-05T19:02:00.000-08:00

I pray, for i am nothing.
I pray, for i clearly know i need to seek Your will as it's shown to me.
I pray, for I am searching.
I pray, for Your love is what I need.
On my knees, through the valleys You walk with me.
Some things I only wanna let You know because no one loves me like You, my Lord.
Though tears of pain may fall out, You're with me I have no doubt.
As day breaks Lord I wanna cry to You, because You so love me, You'll pull me through.
The strength that i need I receive every morning, Your grace is all I need.

禱告，因為我渺小；
禱告，因為我知道我需要明暸，你心意對我重要。
禱告，已假裝不了；
禱告，因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，我走過的你都明白。

有些事我只想要對你說，因你比任何人都愛我；
痛苦從眼中流下，我知道你為我擦。
在早晨我也要來對你說，主耶穌今天我為你活；
所需要的力量你天天賜給我，你恩典夠我用。

It's Holiday!

2010-02-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

Just finished my chocolate milk . Well, taste sooo nice, and because Im in good mood today =) Today I had my exam at school. Kind of hard=(. But guess what? Im now planning for my holiday . I was a freak this afternoon. Was I too stress or what? I ate more than normal . Oh my gosh, I m so regret right now. By the way, 1 week to get rid of fat, hope that I can do it. My dearest Jac suggested me to have oat meal everyday, can I survive? We'll see =)

February -EXAMS

2010-02-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

I left my assignment for a week and I'm now panic on how to write the essay with a title of should exam be banned? I THINK OF COURSE IT SHOULD BE! I'm going to burn my midnight oil tonight as I haven't finished my pure maths revision :'( tomorrow test for pure maths, Wednesaday -Chemistry , Friday -Bio , oh nooooo. I will try my best hehehe~ Lyn, you are kind of emo lately, worry bout you, cheer up <3.

For friends, for Tze.

2010-01-31T06:15:00.000-08:00

《最珍贵的角落》

谢谢你灿烂笑容，照亮我的天空
谢谢你分享心情，把我放在你心中
夜里有时为寒冷，你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星，我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路，我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼，向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落
谢谢你灿烂笑容，照亮我的天空
谢谢你分享心情，把我放在你心中
夜里有时为寒冷，你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星，我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路，我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼，向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路，我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼，向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落

I miss you :'(

Footprints

2010-01-31T05:52:00.000-08:00

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walkingalong the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashedscenes from his life.

For each scene he noticed twosets of footprints in the sand:one belonging to him,and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his lifeflashed before him, he lookedback at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times alongthe path of his life therewas only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happenedat the very lowest and saddesttimes in his life.
This really bothered him andhe questioned the LORD about it:"LORD, you said that once Idecided to follow you, you'dwalk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that duringthe most troublesome times inmy life, there is only oneset of footprints.
I don't understand why whenI needed you most you wouldleave me."
The LORD replied: "My son, myprecious child, I love youand I would never leave you.
During your times of trialand suffering, when you seeonly one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
By: Mary Stevenson (1922-1999)

Here a late welcome of 2010 LOL

2010-01-29T07:02:00.000-08:00

What so ever, I feel so lonely lately. Not because I don't have friends. BUT I miss my dearest Tze . I recalled back last year . Though we had a busy year but we always been together. But now, it's just two ends of the world. I should accept this. I will wait for you here , swear on my life ! And so Pong, she is coming back on 12th. Do miss her too. Doing A level this year, kind of hard and I should work hard on my own. Wish me luck!

Frowning ,
Can't get out of frustration,
angry and down and thinking about the problems around us.
World gets smaller and gone colourless.
Turn back and see there's only smiles on people faces but not mine.
BUT,
TODAY the earth is still rotating for us,
Sun rises for us.
The period of growing up needs to go through sadness,
building up with tears.
Without difficulties how can you taste the happiness of life?

Untitled.

2009-10-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

Having a strong desire to eat sushi yesterday. To fulfil my wish,my family decided to go to Brunei's Escapade to have our japanese meals. Just fantastic! Especially the Unagi. Sweet sauce combined with the meat created a fantastic and wonderful taste. I missed yesterday. I'm still envy with the Malays there. They got big houses, lovely cars,branded bags and so on. The houses were like castles. I bought lots of things there. Especially my lovely white chocolates! The whole day I was just eating and eating and eating . My mouth never stopped . Oh my gosh, I ruined everything. I have to exercise throughout the week. So sad. LOL.

LOL totally speechless

2009-10-14T01:13:00.000-07:00

Just for form 5 testimonial LOL

30++ days to go ,SPM! I'll fight for it. Yes,I do=)

SPM will be very soon.

2009-10-10T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, it's been a long time that I have ignored my "diary" . Well, can you imagine how hard I'm going on with my life right now? Every day I have to wake up at about 4.30 am to study and I can only go to bed around 12 am. This is too torturing! I can't stand any longer. But what to do? For that piece of certificate, we have to suffer . Sigh, good luck SPM candidates, we will just suffer for 30 days more, I need to get As. Hope that God does notice my sacrifaction upon all these . T_T , May God bless you guys and me =) Amen. Well, I was really gone mad last night. My dad came back at 9pm and at that time I was watching the TV. Then he came out of his room telling me that he messed up my wardrobe WITHOUT ANY REASON. ^*^#@#$#@.... Then I went to the room and spent all my time to tidy my wardrobe. KANASAI one. Till now I still can't forgive what he did to me."Bek Chek"

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay classmates =)

2009-09-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHHHH, tomorrow will be the 1st day of my 1 week holiday . Soooooo excited, I don't need to go to school for 10 days! GREAT. Firstly, Happy belated birthday Yan. Sorry for the late posting. My eyes are suffering from inflammation? I guess. So sad. My eyes looked so ugly and weird today. Especially early in the morning . It's hard for me to just open my eyes or to look at people. JUST PAIN. How unfortunate I was. Trial 2 is coming very soon,just two weeks after this week. Alright, I will be very stressful, wish that I can try all the best with all my mind ,my heart and my soul just to STUDY! Hope that I won't fail my Sejarah anymore. =) Going out with Tze tomorrow, it will be fun right? <3

Add maths maniac

2009-09-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

The 2nd day without Mama and Sis, so lonely and just so silent . I went to school this morning, just as usual, nothing special. Soooo boring! Guess what? 8 weeks to go for SPM! Are you ready?LAU KAH HUI ? huhhhh, endless nightmare LOL. I couldn't believe that my class failed HISTORY, great! ANTI-HISTORY PARTY LOL. I'm going to worry for my English and Chemistry results. IN ANXIETY T_T

Know what? 3 more days to go

2009-08-31T22:34:00.000-07:00

I was so happy when I finished my tests today. English 1 and Add maths 1. Exam is fun when you know how to answer the questions. Agree? As I was wearing my school uniform, I realised that it's quite tight. HOW COULD THIS BE? This was just so cruel to me. Serve me right. Back to glutton's life these few days. Okay, deal here. I have to eat some food with low calories but high fibre ==! Today's add maths was too easy. Thanks God. Know what? I wrote an essay about my Borneo Rainforest trip . This was really "non-fiction" because I had no idea to write an essay with a title :" the secret lies in me forever.." or "MOVIES" .Perhaps if the question titled "Love" , I would get something to write about it. Tomorrow will be Chemistry paper 1 and 3, Good luck to form 5 columbans. I received my class T shirt this morning. Just nice because that was a sign or indication of my beloved 5L3!

My dear, feeling so painful right now?

2009-08-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

Saturday. 3 days left. I'm waiting for the nightmare to come. My trial 1. It's always so unfair and unfortunate for form 5 students ,agree? Right. Today, Loo invited me to have lunch with her. We had our lunch " kueh chap" together at Miri Food Court. It tasted EWWW, disgusting. Sorry, I'm just telling the truth here instead of insulting . After that, we went to visit grandma. At about 3.30pm, we went to church. Well, only Loo and I there.Then, we went to playground. Climbing here and there, playing and running. We weren't childish, honestly. LOL. Then, we went to play see-saw. First only me and her were playing that. After a little while, came Tze,Lyn,Yan and Pong. We did a very rediculous thing. Each side of the see saw seated by three persons. Incredulous right? We underestimated the danger of playing see-saw LOL. When we were screaming,laughing while sitting on the see-saw , playing, Pong slipped down from the see-saw. Because she had slipped off from the see-saw,the weight of that side decreased. And her partner- Loo, was thrown and lurched forward and was hitted by the see-saw and she was injured. I was feeling guilty because I was the one sitting at another side with Tze T_T. She hurt her chin and her jaw was aching . I don't know if she's feeling better right now. SORRY ='( Today was a bad day. Later, she went home. We went to Marina Bay without her company =(. So sad. My love, get well soon <3

Recalling everything is wonderful.

2009-08-28T01:58:00.000-07:00

Indeed, it is the best not to grow up as a teenager but remain as a kid . Everyday, I have to face different kind of stress. But I will never tell myself that my life is so boring ,so meaningless, so agonizing. Because grumble cannnot change anything . This morning, as I woke up, I surfed the net. Searching for "the little mermaid" and waiting for it to be downloaded completely. I wasn't childish or inmature,I was thinking that fairy tales or those cartoons during my time would be the best. The story was nice though it was outdated. =D I admitted,cartoon is always my favourite. Alright, after that I watched Lion king again. So touching and meaningful. This will be the only best way to entertain myself. Too bored.

Love will find a way.

2009-08-26T18:29:00.000-07:00

I watched the Lion King yesterday, it was a cartoon published long time ago. Indeed it is always the best. Nala and Simba, Kovu and Kiara. And this is the best song ever.

KIARA: In a perfect world

One we've never known

We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world

We'll create our own

I may not be brave or strong or smart

But some where in my secret heart I know

Love will find a wayAny where we go

I'm homeIf you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

KOVU:I was so afraid

Now I realize

Love is never wrong

And so it never dies

There's a perfect world

Shining in your eyes

KIARA and KOVU:And if only they could feel it too

The happiness I feel with you

They'd know

Love will find a way

Any where we go we're home

If we are there together

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

Yea,it's holiday again.Good or bad?

2009-08-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

Yea, I fulfilled your wish Ling.LOL. I'm so envy with those students who are not Form 5 yet. They can just enjoy fully their holiday. My holiday, is just busy.I made a lot of commitments before holiday began. I told myself to use the time wisely,but indeed it is very hard to fulfil the wishes. Yesterday was Loo's birthday, we celebrated together with our friends- Ray and Nick at Parkson. Parkson was crowded because there was a fashion show there yesterday,those beautiful ladies,their perfect figures really seducing me to become a lesbian LOL. Tea break at Starbucks- 5 ladies (Loo,Pong,Vien,Yan and I) spending the whole afternoon there talking about politics .Well, you will get stunned if you know that we're quite concern about Malaysia political issues LOL. From Najib all along the way to Tunku Abdul Rahman then to our root -China LOL! It's quite nice discussing about those political conflicts. But well, Yan went home earlier than us. Well , at about 4.30 we went home. Simple Sunday, simply but nice. However, I'm getting sick of my life. Repeating the same routine, day by day. Can it be a meaningful today. So bored!

Am I too pessimistic?

2009-07-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

I slept soundly as everyone always notices about that. I did reset my alarm, it didn't work by the way. Dreamless night, I slept without any nightmare, without any reminder of school day in my mind. I opened my eyes, looking out the window and noticed that it was so bright outside. I refreshed my mind and thinking that if today was a school day. Suddenly, a word "PM exam" came to my mind. Without second thought, I rushed off to the toilet, got everything ready and went to school . My last glance at the clock, 7.15am. Whatever, better than absent. I arrived school, I pushed the gate door. At the gate, I heard Mr Tan's voice, very loud and scary. I noticed somebody were sitting on the bench and gesturing to me,telling me not to go straight through the hall to the class. I walked into my class, teacher was teaching, but I would not listen to her. Bell rang. PM test. Ms. Tan distributed the paper and I was feeling so edgy and stressful . This is always my weakness. Once I get nervous, I will forget what I have learnt. Well , slowly, I listed out 12 moral values. I completed it. But, my instinct told me that, my effort for this test was not enough. whatever, I will work hard. I received an email from a community of christianity. I earned a word from there. "GROWTH"

G – Go to God in prayer daily (John 15:7)
R – Read God’s Word daily (Acts 17:11) – begin with the gospel of John
O – Obey God moment by moment (John 14:21)
W – Witness for Christ by your life and word (Matthew 4:19 & John 15:8)
T – Trust God with every detail of your life (1 Peter 5:7)
H – Holy Spirit – Allow Him to control and empower your daily life and witness (Galatians 5:16-17; Acts 1:8)

It's your day, Tze.

2009-07-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today we intended to give Tze a surprise. Eventually, we couldn't make it, because Tze couldn't choose not to meet her boyfriend after church. Alright, we stayed back for Sunday school. After everything, we went to have our lunch at "Lou Wai Lou". Pujut there =DD. We arrived and coincidently met Jeremy and Chun. After everybody had come , we started to eat and celebrate. =D.Simple but happy.The guest of today : Lung, Yian, Yan,Vien,Lyn ,Jia,Pong and xinjie and the host herself: Tze. =D

Escape from the reality,goshhhhh

2009-07-24T00:04:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be my test again. This morning when I was day-dreaming in the class,a sudden noise caught my attention. I heard Darren's chatters, people were running and knocking on those tables, laughing aloud. And I saw a group of people were surrounding a sheet of paper. I asked my friend that what's that. Then she told me :" Our trial 1's schedule la.." . I got numb LOL. Again and again, need to revise everything all over again. W.E.A.R. M.E. O.U.T! Today is Tze's Birthday! Love you =D Happy Birthday!!!

Suffer from amnesia T_T

2009-07-15T04:10:00.000-07:00

I have found out that I become very forgetful recently. Can't even remember a person's name or a special event that happened before. I used to remember everything in the past. I am so sad right now. What is happening to my brain? My brain cell ! God, have mercy on me T_T

In memory of the well-known star-Michael Jackson

2009-07-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

This song is so touched for me. I love this song so much. I miss him-Michael Jackson. Forever in memory.

"You Are Not Alone"
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

Women in RED

2009-07-05T06:15:00.001-07:00

It's SUNDAY again. Church time. After church, I went to have my lunch with Loo. When we were on our way back to shop,we ran into Pong and Ling. Okay, started to talk again. I did household this afternoon. My house is utterly clean now XD. After household,I went swimming with Pong,Loo and Ling =D. So happy.I don't write much . Great~

Darren's 17th Birthday Celebration

2009-07-05T05:09:00.001-07:00

Darren,the birthday boy~

The texture was nice enough.

Lighting the candles~

He loves to do this kind of face.

I'm so sorry that now I'm just starting to write about Darren's Birthday. Feeling apologetic =D.

Okay, Friday's event. I bought a cake from Wilton Cake House and about 1pm I went to Parkson.Nobody was there ,there were sort of procrastinator.Whatever =D We had our Pizza meal, Eddie broke the record because he had eaten 6 pieces of pizza, ravenous? Perhaps. Okay, to end up the meal, we asked the waiter to bring the cake out of the fridge and we sang "Happy birthday song."The cake used to be nice BUT it tasted awful that day. I was so angry with the one who made this cake. He didn't really make a fresh cake for me.Instead, he used the one which was put in the fridge for so long . The cake was not soft enough,hardened cheese cake. I was so sorry that time. Whatever. After meal, we went to watch a movie. ICE EDGE 3~ sooooooo cuteeeeee. Still, I appreciate everything. =D thanks for your tolerance XD.

Your life,my LIFE.

2009-06-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

I got up at 7.30am this morning, there were only I myself and my dad. The house seemed so quiet because there were no sister and mum. They have went to KL. I got to church as usual. Today was Pastor Jason took turn to speak. His sermon was nice, I didn't yawn . It was all about lives. Our lives were set up by God. Everything has been prepared for us. We are talented because God will never create a good-for-nothing. So here to encourage everyone, work hard and dare to face the hardship! Don't be lazy because you may regret one day =D

Laziness

2009-06-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

I have decided not to go to school tomorrow. Firstly, because I haven't done my homework. I don't want to get scolded by my teacher. Second, I want to do my revision rather than wasting my time at school doing nothing =D. Stressful man, SPM left 4 months. I hope that I can cope =(. Biology, Physics and Chemistry, what shall I do? Sigh.

Mufti Day 2009 !

2009-06-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

Rolling my eyes, 5 o'clock in the morning.Whatever.Yeah, today was Mufti Day. I chose a black shirt for myself. Nothing seemed better than black in my wardrobe. Arrived school,I saw those nice dress-up =D . I got stunned, because Maggie was wearing Japanese dress this morning. Kinda outstanding haha. I burst into laughter when I saw Ah Tong was wearing cheongsam and Alex was wearing dress and high heels. Everyone was just shouting and took pictures with them because they're too funny. Don't want to write too much here.Later you all will start to grumble haha!

An email received from Bong ShinWan

2009-06-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Read it through, I know it's going to be a long passage .But maybe it may change your personal view towards Christianity.=D
Do You Believe This??? A girl went to her friends house and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the bike trail Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down th e alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God'sprotection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right pastthe man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutesafter she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineupto see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediatelybroke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn'talone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her. Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone. People will not stand up for God.. Send this if you truly belie ve in God.... PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what: 'If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father' STAND UP FOR HIM ... 93% of people wont pass this on.... Will you be one of them?

Lastly, May God bless you, may He be your guardian and the lamp unto your feet. May His grace pour unto you and let us keep our faith in Him. The all mighty,the loving and noble God, the one who died on the cross for us, the one who carry us up when we fall down. Amen.

Food Fair and Pete's Deli

2009-06-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

Tien

Sea breeze

Taking naps .

Reflection =D

Hannah and Tien =D

Roasted Chicken ~

Walking under the hot sun.

Kong and Alan's little brother.

I was leaning out of the broken window and took this down.

It's still roar

Yeah!

Meiyi =D

Brass band-burger corner

Sandwiches~

I woke up at 4a.m. .I carried the responsibility to make sandwiches for brass band =D . I didn't grumble . Instead, I was glad to help them. I boiled the egg,peeled them off and mixed them with mayonaise =D. My sister and mother woke up and helped me. What a wonderful morning . I went to school at 6.20am. Today was St columba's 80th Anniversary and Food Fair. First, we went to the service. Then , the food fair started. Around 10.35am, Hannah,Meiyi,Tien and I went to Pete's Deli on foot.The weather was terribly hot. By the way, we enjoyed every moment today. Always the 4 sistax.

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.

A bread knife,I was feeling so touched.

2009-06-19T01:53:00.000-07:00

Yea,today was my school's 80th aniversary and food fair =). Feeling so contented because I took the initiative to help brass band to make sandwiches ,haha JIA's HOMEMADE sandwiches ,have you tried it by the way? =P, firstly I want to thank Vien, because I was dazed last night and I didn't know where to borrow a bread knife and a large container that can fit 20 slices of sandwiches. Thanks for the generousity=DD I love you! Always the best buddy I know,never changed.

What happened to me?

2009-06-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

Feeling so depressed,moody and sad. I keep on suppressing my own feeling. I want to ask myself a question,what is going on? what happened? When I was listening to this song, I felt terribly sad. Without any reason. I bet that you all know about this song very much. Emotional ?am I?

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you babyLike I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you babyLike I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you babyLike I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Ladies, no more sorrows and worries!

2009-06-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

Okay,a short,brief summary about today. I was late for my bible class and I thanked God that Mrs.Choo didn't get mad and I experienced God's existence once again during bible class. I'm telling you ,it's really fantastic once you have experienced God. I'm feeling so apologetic that I'm not a very religious christian and sometimes my disbeliefs do come to me. It's really very frustrating. By the way, I hope all these won't beat me down and hopefully I will become a better person day by day ,spiritually and physically. Well, I got to church after Bible class. Ling's really a crazy girl . HAHA! Okay,here to introduce you a website
http://grow-your-breast.com/content/view/14/48/
it's telling you how to take care of your breast and to grow your breast. By the way,don't think too much. It's just a website for women.

Borneo Half day trip

2009-06-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

Unless you're a good swimmer or you have a float,if not don't go there any nearer. 25 feet deep .

This is amazing!

Leaves with holes.

Baby Milo ==

I'm really tired now,absolutely weary. I don't even want to lift my fingers . But because I want to blog about this very trip, so I despite every weariness and start to blog =). Ray, Ling,Loo,Pong,Vien and I went to Borneo Rainforest today. I have seen a lot of flora but I failed to see any kind of fauna. There's no fauna except reptiles. Half dead. Because I went for boating under the hot sun this afternoon. My arm is very pain now. I swam this evening=).So nice. But it's dangerous because the swimming zone , the waterfall and the lake is about 25 feet deep. But if you can swim,then need not to worry.HERE TO TELL YOU, ROWING A BOAT ISN'T FUN. TAKE MY ADVICE. HAHA!

Check out more at my Facebook

lau_angeline@hotmail.com / JiaHui

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Desperate and hopeless.

2009-06-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

Silly enough

My glasses frame got broken yesterday. I didn't know how did it happen but it's just so sudden. I had no glasses to wear last night. Every vision was vague. It's agonizing because I couldn't sit on the sofa or lying on the couch to watch the TV. Okay, I chose to watch movie through youtube. HAHAH! TWILIGHT again.Never got sick of it because it's tooooooo SWEET ! EDWARD CULLEN<3. Okay, this morning I got to the town,I went to an optical shop and wanted to change my glasses frame. Frankly,I hate to wear glasses because I look stupid and nerd when I am wearing glasses. I chose my glasses frame. It seemed very nice for me. But when I asked about the price of the frame,the salesgirl just pressed something on a calculator and showed to me. OKAY,I knew what's going to happen ,RM90? Student price? Were you kidding,Miss? However, my dad paid for it. And then,he said to me grimly:" No more contact lens for now." My face turned into grimace .I ignored him. I WANT TO WEAR CONTACT LENS,PLEASE . I look silly still although I have changed my glasses frame. I'm really feeling desperate right now.

It's Sunday again =D

2009-06-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

She's too cute.

Jia and Loo.

I might be too bored there.

Ling was playing piano,river flows in your.

Pong and silly Jia.

I love the sky, especially during the dusk.

This morning ,only I myself was going to the church. Last night, my lovely family and I were watching horror movie . Something like a group of people went to a haunted house to experience the existence of ghosts. I would say that TV programme was really fake. Okay, my sis and I went to bed at 12am. I was late this morning. Emotional again. But now is back to normal =D. I just came back from Pong's house. Her parents went to KL to visit Lung. I really miss him so much . He will be back during July. Hope to see him again. We watched BROTHER BEAR and LION KING at Pong's house. Okay, it's kind of absurd but nice =D Tonight, Parkson again . Miri is too small and nowhere to go except Parkson. Haha! Pizza tonight!

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Lord,I seek Thou.

2009-06-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

LUNCH TIME

IDIOTIC

PONG

MGC

Okay, a little bit outdated. =D I have come back from the camp since this Wednesday. Now, I'm going to write about the camp. It's a kind of late . Never mind, I'm here to upload photos and tell about how fun was the camp. It was vastly different with other camps that I'd joined before. Very fascinating and touching. Never felt bored for a second. We made friends, praised the Lord,confessed to God, repented and shared our feelings and opinions. I won't write in details here. As long as you view those photos, you will know about it. Wish everyone has a nice day and may God bless you!

I will always recall back these moments.

God, Lord Jesus our Saviour. You're worthy of all praise indeed.

2009-06-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

祢是配，
唯祢是配配得權柄豐富，
配得智慧能力祢是配，
唯祢是配配得尊貴榮耀和讚美(2X)
因為祢曾被殺，
用自己的血從各族各方各國各民買了人來，
叫他們歸於神作祭司，
在地上執掌王權
祢是配，
唯祢是配配得權柄豐富，
配得智慧能力祢是配，
唯祢是配配得尊貴榮耀和讚美
（間奏）
因為祢曾被殺，
用自己的血從各族各方各國各民買了人來，
叫他們歸於神作祭司，
在地上執掌王權
祢是配，
唯祢是配配得權柄豐富，
配得智慧能力祢是配，
唯祢是配配得尊貴榮耀和讚美
祢是配，
唯祢是配配得尊貴榮耀和讚美
唯祢是配 (9X)

Singapore Star Awards 2009

2009-05-31T09:14:00.000-07:00

Bookworm Jia.

BabyBuddies-Jia

I slept from 3pm until 8pm. Okay, no more sleepy, I am so awake. Just now watched the star awards 2009. Congrats Joanne Pei ,You're the best!I'll be going to the camp tomorrow. The theme will be " Lord,I seek Thou". I earnestly hope that,through this camp, it may change my life, my view and my mind. Let me be a better lady.

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

A prayer

2009-05-29T18:23:00.000-07:00

The cross. His mercy is always shown at here.

All things new.

"I have said the prayer and I'm not sure what to do next. What I do know is that I want Him in my life and I gladly hand it over to Him. I always felt like something was missing in my life and I realized it was Jesus...." P, New York

I signed in my msn this morning, and I received an email from global media outreach. The email was about a weekly prayer. They sent me the email and wanted me to pray for New work nations. Should I call them nation? I don't know what should I address them ,New workian? Sounds weird. Alright. I will show the prayer here. If you were a christian. Please take notice and pray with me too . May God bless you.

“God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him would not perish but would have eternal life.” John 3:16

Please pray for the people of New York. New York is a major city in the United States, with over 10 million people. People come there from all over the world. Please pray that God's Holy Spirit would sweep through New York and that many people would turn their lives over to Jesus Christ.

Click here to read a short summary of, "How to be sure you are a Christian." Dr. Bill Bright wrote 10 Transferable Concepts and this is the first one. You can click here if you want to read the full transferable concept.

How can you be sure you are a Christian? If you have truly accepted Jesus Christ as your savior and asked forgiveness for your sins, you are a Christian.

A Christian is not perfect, since in this life unfortunately we will not be perfect. You are not a Christian just because you go to church, although it is very good to go to church if you can. You are a Christian because you have accepted Christ as your savior.

All of us have sinned (we have done or said or thought things that are wrong.) The good news is that God sent His Son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins, to pay the penalty that we deserve. So our choice is simple. Do we ask forgiveness for our sins and accept Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord? If so, that is what makes you a Christian. God wants to give you new life-- to be "born again."

You can be sure you are a Christian on the authority of the Bible, which is inspired by God. The Bible says "As many as received Him (Christ), to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name." The Bible also says "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Jesus is your Savior; He also must be your Lord. Lord means the one who is in charge, the king. So we should ask God to help us do what Jesus says and follow Him.
So this week, let us pray that
As many people as possible — millions of people — all around the world will come to know Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord
God will protect and bless our staff at Global Media Outreach
God will help your family and loved ones all come to know Jesus Christ
THANK YOU so much for your prayers. We so appreciate you. If you want to email one of our volunteers with any questions or to help make sure you are a Christian, you can just hit "reply" to this prayer letter and one of our volunteers will answer you.
May God bless you,
Your friends at Global Media Outreach

http://www.looktojesus.com/sub/besure.html

Everyone is sinner. Do you love your sins? Maybe you will not know what I mean. But I would say ,we all love ou sins because we can't get ourselves away from sins. So, we make effort to be a better man, okay? For God's sake.

Love,
Jia the only Bookworm.

My lovely Friday ,29th of May

2009-05-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

Jia.

Loo,Pong,Jia and Ling.

AGAIN.

Exam has come to an end. Hooray! Now telling you all the truth. My mind was completely blank with the BIOLOGY PAPER 3. Burning of peanuts to determine the energy content? Gosh. I never did that experiment before okay? Whatever. I created my own experiment by writing down my own procedure. I have already taken my own risk. I don't care. Whatever. My mind now,fully occupied with my plans. First, frenzy girls' night out. I intended to invite our BBG's chief to go out with us. It has been so long that we have not seen him. Well,I got home around 1.00pm today. My dad was late to fetch me from school again. I was really angry. Never showed his own punctuality. I hate those who do not be punctual at all. I got a free starcineplex ticket from school. Lol, this is because I was in the top ten students series. LOL, don't misunderstand. I'm not showing off. It seems like a kind of glory. Actually, this is just because of the position. If you check on my average marks, you will just speechless. My result not that good,but not that bad too . I often fail my history and moral . I don't like BM. It seems very hard and tough for me . I cleaned up my bedroom today. NOW , my bedroom is utterly clean. No dust, no germ and no hairs on the floor . I swept the floor and mopped it then I sorted out all my tuition notes. Then, I changed my bedsheet and did the laundry. Yeah, I got my bed tidy. I will show you some evidence later. At night. Cousins' night . Loo, Pong,Ling and I went to Parkson. We did our window shopping. I saw some friends there =]. We dined at secret recipe. I was very unsatisfied because there were only Raspberry cheese cake, Oreo cheese cake, Tiramisu,Caramel cheese cake and so on. I ordered a piece of raspberry cheese, tiramisu and chocolate cheese. Tiramisu was the worst. Not really tasty . After dinner, We went to take photos . Alright. Fantastic. LOVE HOLIDAY!

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.

Almost come to an end

2009-05-28T03:56:00.000-07:00

Never missed a second to read on my precious Twilight Saga.

Studying Chemistry " Alloy "

Involving in a study group.

Studying about the electrochemical series.
[K+,Na+,Ca2+,Mg2+,Al3+,Zn2+,Fe2+,Sn2+,Pb2+,H+,Cu2+,Ag+]
LOL, I know you are going to be speechless. Let me explain about this. Kind of absurd. XD
As it goes down the electrochemical series, the tendency of the ions getting to be discharged increases. LOL.
Eg. Ag+(aq) +e----> Ag(s)

Yeah... I'm getting out of my nightmare soon. After tomorrow morning , after 11.45am. I bet that I will let myself become crazy and excited. Today chemistry. Chemistry Paper1,2, and 3 . Thanks God. I could do, I knew how to do. Thanks really. Thanks.Tomorrow papers will be Sejarah 1, Biology 3, and Mathematics 1. I have no point to let myself study now. Even tonight perhaps, I won't study. First, when I keep my eyes on the history text book, I will fall asleep because all are just Islam issues. It's really torturing because I'm not interested in any Islam issue. Second, the biology paper 3 tips that I got from class next door, is useless for now. Somebody told Mdm. Robinnette about that the tips had been spread throughout the Form 5 classes. Then, immediately,the paper 3 questions were all changed.No one knows about the new concept of paper 3.Okay, It's worse and awful right? I don't know which experiment is needed to read about. I have no idea about that how did I carry out the experiments before. No impression about any experiment of Biology.What to do then?I can't figure out that what will be the questions for tomorrow. Maybe potato strips? Potometer? T.S.A/V? Ohh.. Xylem and phloem cell?Hopeless okay? No more question is about the concentration of sucrose solution. Hope that I can cope. Hope so. Pray for me. Hope I won't lapse into despair. Tomorrow isn't going to be a desperate day for me right? Have confident in myself,yeah, I can cope , I can do it!

Love ,
Jia the only bookworm.

The Baptism 7.30am 24.5.2009

2009-05-23T20:08:00.000-07:00

Reflection.

After the service.

The baptism was over.

Overall.

Tze.

Me,

Lyn.

Yan.

Pong.

Uncle Lucas.

Remember I wrote about the interview with the elders of the church last time? Okay, I got the qualification to be baptized. Yeah,this morning I got up at 6.30am, and prepared and the stuff- a white towel,a black shirt, shampoo and shower gel ,conditioner,hair dryer(it seemed like I was going for a vacation), bible, glasses, money and a bottle of water . For this very morning, I wore a blue shirt and a pair of black pants.Long pants of course. I arrived at 7.00am. I was shocked that Tze missed a very important stuff,she forgot to bring her towel .Her caring daddy,go down to the town and bought a new one for her. Sisters and brothers who have just been baptised/teenagers that I usually know-Alvie,Woei en,Dun Hao, Ying Song,Yan,Vien,Tze,Lyn,Pong,WanLong and I. After being baptised, somebody took pictures. Then we took our baths . I would say it's crazy and noisy inside the bathroom. Playing,shouting and laughing inside the bathroom.Our insanity exposed. LOL.

The testimonial-Changes in me within these 4 years

2009-05-23T04:38:00.000-07:00

Okay,I think you all know what am I going to write about. It will really astonish you. About I myself.

Don't let your jaws drop down.Haha. I really wanted to laugh out loud when I was thinking what to write about this photo. Alright,can you figure out which one is me? The answer is the first one count from your left hand side, A white t shirt fat lady wearing a pair of glasses. This is the picture when I was in the end of the year 2005,nearly 2006. That time I was 89kg or 90kg, I'm not bluffing.Round like a ball.

This was last year's picture- 85kg.

85kg

Last year-Christmas eve buffet night.

During the camp, Form 3-year 2007,I guess I was 75kg at that time.

However,I got satisfied that easily,so my weight bounced back to 85kg after 7 months because of my unawareness.I had my breakfast,teabreak,lunch,teabreak,dinner,dessert,supper everyday.This kind of glutton's eating habit made me to grow fatter and fatter,and my face got round and round.

And Now-currently-69kg

Everybody was telling me that I was getting fatter and fatter,to get slimmer,I tried Totalife Slimming products and again my weight from 85kg dropped to 69kg. In just only 3 months ++.I'm still fat now,I admit. But anyway,I'm still in the slimming process.

This year March- Camp 77kg

72kg

71kg

69 or 70kg Currently

Recommendation-Totalife slimming products

Best Compliments-Totalife Company

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Fatigue

2009-05-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep well last night, I didn't know what's wrong with my air-conditioner in my bedroom,it's too warm.And I felt that it's spaceless and uncomfortable. I woke up at midnight . Even my sister-an absolutely skinny lady, felt warm too. And the worst thing was, we both got stung by mosquito. I didn't know where did the mosquito come from. It was so itchy that made me had to keep on scatching my arm,and finally there were a lot of wounds on my arm. I couldn't endure anymore. I whisperred to my sister, she was awaken too. We both carried our pillows and blankets out of the bedroom and slept on the long couches of the living room. It's cooler and more comfortable. I watched Romeo and Juliet movie this morning , Twlight would be better.haha. I got to shop at 1.45pm. I attended bible class at 2pm. Well, it's very weird. Because only I myself was attending the class today . One on one. When the class started, I began to feel tired and sleepy. By the way,I didn't dare to yawn. It'd be very awkward if I did that .My lids were getting heavier and heavier and nearly to close , to pretend the weariness ,I kept my eyes on the paper sheets instead of looking at her. But she was telling stories during the class,so I could still listen to her. I'm wishing the coming of the holiday. Thinking about the hang-out with Meiyi,Hannah and Tien,thinking about the camp,thinking about the movie night with BBG and so on. It will be very very very nice and impressive holiday for me. I love my buddies-Vien,Pong,Tze,Loo,Jie,Yan and Lyn,and also my dearest,lovely,caring classmates. My girls of 5L3-Meiyi,Tien and Hannah.Love you all always.I appreciate every moment that interact with you all . Vien: Don't forget to let me to stay overnight at your house during holiday XD. Loo: Don't forget to bring TD-8 to camp .

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.
B.B.G <3

Percentage of sugar

2009-05-22T18:48:00.000-07:00

Rich in sugar-Starbucks Coffee

Strawberry

Mc flurry!

Coca cola

Snicker chocolate stick.

So my friends, please always take notice at what you eat . Wish everybody has a very healthy body and right mind .=)

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

William Shakespeare's Sonnet 18

2009-05-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

SONNET 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

I love the way he wrote this,
the way he complimented about his lover,
it's so wonderful and fantastic!

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Do not HOLD BACK

2009-05-18T01:24:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the first day of my mid-year exam, under stressful and hard condition, can I subdue it? Can I do well in the exam? Well, I can barely say " I will." LOL. Gasping, it's hard to breathe under this kind of condition. The day after tomorrow will be PHYSICS paper 1,2 & 3. Well, I really worry about it. Hope that I can do well in the exam. Pray for me =(

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Kinship

2009-05-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

Nobody was going to bother you?

A kind of insanity

Melancholic

vague

Dinner time.

Hey, stop studying. I've been so bored there.

Jia and sister.

The dawn.sub-concious of me.

I hated to get up for so early. My mind was utterly filled with exam. So stressful . I got up at 7am. Awaken by the nightmare I dreamt of. It's so horrifying. Well, I got to tuition at 8am. I finished my Chemistry tuition then I got home to get something .I brought Sejarah text book and of course my love, NEW MOON. I couldn't concentrate on my Sejarah. I was so stressful nearly to cry. I didn't know what to do to let myself concentrate. Finally, I thought about God. I committed myself to God. I tried my best to study. I told myself that I'd to take it easy. Nothing is impossible with God,agree? Dusk. About 6.30pm, I went to Loo's house. ( As you all know ,Loo is my cousin and also my buddy) We had a dinner at her house. I dad bought roasted chicken to there. We ate so much. Loo's mother baked mango cheese cake for us. OH NO, once more, temptation. Pong came . But we all finished our dinner. After she had her dinner,we locked ourselves up inside Loo's room. The frenzy girl's night started. First,I meant to study Sejarah at there. 2 persons is always considered hard to concentrate on study. NOW, 4 persons inside. Which meant , no chance to study. Gossip-queens convened and started to have a long chat. playing and fooling around. Laughed aloud. Reputation spoilt. It's fun.

Yoga

Idiot at the back. Speechless.

Jia the only bookworm.

Lapse into despair

2009-05-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

Yea,got to shop after school. I felt so empty. I didn't know why. Maybe I should have brought my NEW MOON along. I was expressionless throughout the day. I didn't know what was exactly happened to me. Causing me so down by the way. Maybe I will get some entertainment for myself later. Tonight will be going to tuition. Extra tuition class offered by Mdm. Soo. Because we have to finish "Trigonometri" first. I wasted a lot of time today. I am dazed. I don't know what am I intending to do later. Sejarah again? It's freaky okay? Creepy Sejarah I would like to say. Can anybody tell me what can I do to replace those emptyness in me? I'm so bored and weary without a reason.Life goes on with boredom. "NEW MOON ,I wish that you're beside me now.I can't get you off my sight. Miss you. " quoted by the exact bookworm.

Jia the only bookworm.

Mentally prepared for it

2009-05-14T03:32:00.000-07:00

My remorse will never stop. Endless desire for cheese cakes. Dwell with it.

I got up very early this morning,5.10am. I read the bible,and prayed. Then I got myself ready,got to school at 6.20am. Well,as usual,bored school day. Got home at 1.20pm, I watched "GUESS" until 3pm,and started to tidy up my room. My room was messy. First, I sorted out all the tuition notes. PHYSICS, ADD MATHS, CHEMISTRY and BM. Grr..collected all the trash and threw them to the rubbish bin. Wasteful .I mean the paper. =) Well,heavy rain outside. I studied my Sejarah. GOOD GIRL. LOL, I was missing my delicious,fantastic,mavellous cheese cakes throughout the afternoon. BUT, I cannot beyond the limit,never ever. Poor Jia.

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Suppressing myself & recommendation

2009-05-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

I can't wait until November. I am yearning to watch it right now.

Mid year exam,I seemed so calm,still reading on my NEW MOON. I couldn't resist it. Well,I am going to finish my add maths project right now.Well,I finished it up just for 10 minutes. As what the normal guys usually do, "COPY AND PASTE" and eventually PRINT IT OUT.DONE! Suffer from Melancholy recently. Worry about my Sejarah as well. Day by day,I try not to think about my stupid Sejarah result ,9G oh my gosh.Can I try to be a little hardworking? I'm always that lazy,undeniable=].Well,Chemistry tuition. I couldn't concentrate on Chemistry, I kept on yawning this evening. Maybe it's because of my fringe. Too long and thick . Was I too exhausted? Maybe. Almost finish up my New Moon. I had read about the return of Alice Cullen. So excited. Of course Edward Cullen as well. Miss them so much. I finished up my one piece of coffee cheese cake today. But please ,please and please, no bouncing back in weight okay? Trying to get rid of fats. But I can't,I love Cheese cakes! Absolutely addicted to it. I can't even describe how ravenous am I now. Let's have a look at the picture below. You'll see. In love with them.

I love this . Hey,trust me,it tastes pretty nice, I'm not bluffing. You'll find out that.

Recommendation. I love NEW YORK CHEESE & of course OREO CHEESE.

Love,
Jia the only Bookworm.

Happy Mother's Day I bid to all the mothers

2009-05-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

The three-Jia,Pong & Loo

BabyJia

The coffee cheese cake

It's fattenning!

poolside

Jia,Ling & Loo

Happy Jia.

From its appearance you can tell that how delicious it is.

the mess

Yian

Jia & Pong

Struggled for a night long, BIBLE KNOWLEDGE TEST, I'd done my test this afternoon. Well,today blog can say to be a little bit outdated,Mother's day passed. I forbidded myself to touch the laptop yesterday,I must to study Bible knowledge. I didn't want to get any 6C or 7D . NIGHTMARE. Well, I kept my love New Moon out of my sight. I kept myself in the room. Studied for my ACTS and LUKE. Well, I managed to take a nap about 30 minutes and woke up to study again. But once I slept,even alarm clock also unable to wake me up. When I opened my eyes,I noticed that it was 5.10am . I got up and prepared everything.And went school. Finished Bible knowledge exam at 3.20pm =D Such a relief . Well, it's time to tell about the special ocassion of yesterday,Mother's day celebration. After church, I went home. Mum is always a procrastinator. Never showed her punctuality . We're late and unfortunately, heavy rain outside. I was mad at Ma because she made everything so incovinient. Grr. They dropped me at Hot cross bun. I got the cake and rushed to the car. I was a little bit wet. and my hair,from straight became very messy. When we reached grandpalace, we started to have our buffet lunch. I ate a lot of cakes. CHEESE CAKES AGAIN. I don't know why I love cake so much lately.

Secret Recipe and Le Ann

2009-05-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

Rich in CHEESE

Le Ann

A cute stand-various type of doughnuts

Mum and I

Feeling guilty that I bought nothing for my mother. I asked her to hang out with me .Strange LOL. My turn to treat her to Secret Recipe.Well,I ordered a piece of oreo cheese. Actually I fulfilled my own desire =D I myself had the motive too. BECAUSE I WANT TO EAT CHEESE CAKE! Mum ordered something to eat. She ordered a glass of Apple juice. Well I don't like juices. Dad ordered ice blended chocolate. Wow. Seductive LOL. Shouldn't use this word to describe it LOL. Menstruation spoilt my wonderful night. I couldn't order any icy drinks .ONLY HOT DRINKS. Well. Never mind. Lately a little bit menstruation disorder LOL. Finished the meal. Window shopping time =] Mum and I got into a new shop-LE ANN. She got some beautiful dress and blouses and tried it on. She looked so ELEGANT. Mum loved it. She bought it . Paid about RM200++. She told me:" This is the mother's day present that I bought for myself." Trying to tell me what huh. I'm so sorry I can't afford it now LOL. Recommendation -LE ANN NICE!

** KNOWLEDGE SHARING**

1. During menstruation, stomach swells, and a person's weight neither increase nor decrease though you eat much.

2. Diet, have your oat meal with milo. Milo shouldn't add in sugar or milk. It tastes pretty good and it helps in slimming. BECAUSE IT CONTAINS fibre.

3. When a person is on diet,frequent hairfall is normal. Loss of protein . It will not cause any harm. So please confume food that contains protein. =D

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Kickboxing is too interesting

2009-05-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

I slept almost ten hours , and got up at 6.00am. Wow, too energertic. I washed my face,wiped it with a towel.I looked at the mirror,my face was incredulously white. Like a patient.I should say that it looked like a ghost rather than a patient. I got everything ready and got to school. Kinda good mood because I had no lack of sleep. =] Meiyi,Hannah,Tien and I gathered and started to talk. Non-stop chattering and gossip-ing. We talked about food,cookery,cakes especially CHEESE CAKE MY FAVOURITE, career, school affairs, teenagers, resentful features of boys, our plans for future and so on. Tien was sad,agonized. She was totally disappointed. She was so pathetic. She stayed with me the whole day,because one of another group doesn't welcome her often. Well, she was about to cry. I comforted her. She told me that she was so angry but she need to suppressed everything. It's unfair I would say. I couldn't accompany her to go for lunch. Nobody was telling me to stay back. Well, she was alone and I got home. I wanted to stay but it's too late. It will be okay too if I were not there =D I guessed Alan would accompany her since there's only him would talk to her. Dad drove me to shop. I left my schoolbag there and changed my uniform. I was going to Pustaka with Vien this afternoon. I prepared for the stuff that I wanted to bring to there and sat down waiting for Vien. She came and we both went to have our lunch. I had a bowl of fish porridge. It tasted pretty nice. =D Vien had her Laksa as she loves spicy stuff so much. After lunch we went to Pustaka. The weather outside was warm. We chose 2 tables which was separated by a border - to avoid us from gossip-ing. Someone was pacing nearer and nearer to me. I looked up, Oh, that's Eunice.My lovely friend next door. Huh, she was waiting for DB BEAR haha. Hoh,dating.We chattered about something and she turned to another table. I continued with my Bible knowledge revision. Tze sat alone there. A little while,her beloved Curtis came. At 4.45pm, Vien and I got back to shop. Dad sent us to TLD studio at 5.15pm. Vien went for her yoga class and I went for my KBO class. Wow it's fun.KICKBOXING. LOVE IT! I wish to go to Parkson later,buy a dozen of BIG APPLE DONUTS for my mother. Who will accompany me later? Sister?

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

A joyful day

2009-05-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 5.45am ,I settled all the things then Dad drove me to school. Feeling so happy thoughout the day and I was so energetic this morning. Claiming some compliments please LOL. God heard my prayer perhaps. XD Thanks God. Today is Izaac's Birthday. Well,I am not close with him but anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY Izaac. Today, Mdm. Magdaline was busy with the drama competition. A teacher substituted her duty today. Nobody was teaching us English today. Well, I spent my time to read New Moon in the class. Read about Jacob and Bella. A little bit confused and annoyed with their complicated relationship huh. By the way,just a story. Superb Jia. This afternoon I attended my Add maths tuition for 3 hours. Wow, I was exhausted. I couldn't stand. TRIGONOMETRY,it's so fascinating LOL.Well, I tried on Logarithms today,it's time to do my revision for my SPM's sake. SPM is pacing nearer and nearer to me. Stressful. I start my study plans by today ,hope that I can stand while studying Sejarah. It's so BORED okay? What to do? I am forced to study it.Nobody forces me but I myself. Sacrifice in order to achieve better result in SPM! Good luck to every SPM candidate. May God bless you and me ,okay?

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Torturing me T_T

2009-05-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

Diet is so torturing and so tiring. I feel so tired lately, is it because of the low blood sugar? oh my gosh. It is the hardest thing for me. I need to stay away from tasty food, and I cannot have my meal except my dinner. HOWEVER, my dinner must not contain high calories .An absolutely delight dinner? Gosh, my usual dinner is a small bowl of porridge.My goodness, so torturing. I really wish to achieve my target as soon as possible. Diet makes me crazy. I'M SERIOUS. I will not give up though it is that hard. Try all ways to overcome this toughest thing for me .A round of applause please XD.Jia will never got away from obstacles. LOL, trying to become an independent girl. Hope so.

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Phonemes

2009-05-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 6.00am, still in slow motion.Wishing that if I were late then I wouldn't go to school.Wicked. Well, finally, I still went to school . Moody because I was too sleepy and my hair
was not tidy enough. Totally moody . I was almost late. There's no punctuality in me =D. Well, I could figure out that Tien will be worse than me. She always comes late. Never mind I would wait for her. Somebody hit the bell and this forced us to go to the hall . Assembly. I went to school hall with Bros. Didn't see Tien at all. But when I reached the school hall, Hannah told me that Tien was standing outside the hall and couldn't enter because Mr. Wong had caught her. Poor Tien. Well , we sat on the floor as our school couldn't buy us some chairs. =.=! I sat on the floor for so long and my leg numbed. Assembly ended after an hour. I went out of the hall and met Tien . I helped her to carry her bag upstairs as she had to continue standing at there. Around 9.00am, Mr Yuan came to tell us that Mdm . Robinette wanted to see all of us,the class. She was waiting for us at the conference room. I pulled my necktie a little bit higher,okay, time to become a NERD. I hate to become a nerd always. Then,as we entered,she wasn't in there. We sat down and waited for her. As she entered,she was so friendly and grinned at us. Incredulous. Our class is well-known throughout the whole St.Co. Never passed up the homework, never paid attention during lessons, talkative and so on. She talked to us just like the way she talked to a friend. So happy. She pointed out the weaknesses of all of us and told us the ways to amend it. Well, I started to love her so much. She taught us about PHONEMES. She taught us how to speak English properly. WOW, SO GOOD! She isn't really that bad. She is too good ,always the honourable one.

Love,
Jia the only Bookworm.

Sorry Chemistry=D

2009-05-03T02:15:00.000-07:00

Beloved Tze and I

NEW MOON MY LOVE

Alarm rang. It's 7.30am in the morning. I didn't want to move. Lazy and sleepy. Amazing, my sister woke me up today. It was kind of abnormal that she would say:" Hey,wake up! Aren't you going to the church later?" I was stunned and didn't want to move. She nudged me . Then ,it's time to get up. I hurried off to get myself ready. Well, I looked so pale this morning. My face was so white. Arrived at 8.20am. and the service is always until 10am. We stayed back for sunday school . We intentionally loitered outside the class as and reluctant to get into the class in time. We loitered about 30 minutes and we just entered the class. When I sat down,I just noticed that the class would be dismissed after 20 minutes. Wow.We sat at the back and started to crap. Then,far away there was a lady walking towards us. I vaguely saw that she was Yan's aunt. Her face was so solemn and we could figure out that she was not in good mood. She came and scolded us. We kept quiet . Alright,back home and stayed indoor. I read on my new moon thoughout the afternoon. I'm so sorry to my Chemistry. I managed to do revision on you but I didn't actualize it . SORRY CHEMISTRY. I will do revision on Chemistry by tonight, I'm very positive. NEW MOON!

It costs RM 349.90 , can you afford it? MY FAVOURITE

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Love affairs during teenage time

2009-05-02T02:51:00.000-07:00

The title for today is absolutely different . Yea,we are all talented,but if we don't make use of it. It will be such a waste ,agree? Somebody are good in playing piano,somebody good in academic,even somebody are good in arts and so on.But if we waste our time to do something that is useless,what for? I pondered about what are my talents this morning. Well ,maybe a little talent in singing,a little talent in study and so on. I am not showing off ,DON'T MISUNDERSTAND. Haha, well . I never looked down on the people who are not good in study .BUT, if you have a brain that God gave it to you ,and you have the opportunity to study but you don't cherish it,I will look down on you. I believe that God gave everyone of us a good brain to think,to learn and to interpret. But somehow I saw a lot of friends of mine are wasting their time to play,to let those love affairs to disrupt their lives. LOVE? Better word to indicate those love affairs during teenage's time is PUPPY LOVE. In a relationship with someone after few months then break up . Of course I myself also started a relationship with someone last year, recalling back all that memories, it wasn't nice but stupid. Here to tell about the tale briefly. It started and ended up like this : 1st month, of course used to be too sweet. 2nd month ,still that sweet but the love faded a bit. 3rd month, nothing to say and started to worry. 4th month, an obstacle came and it ended up my love story.After that, I was sad ,miserable. My tears streamed out when I was in silence.I couldn't sleep well nights by nights. Missed him days by days. But now, I would say that all these were just too foolish. I was just like a fool. But now,I am happy with my life. After that lesson, I found that it was just a trick .I got into the trick but with the love of God and friends,I got out from the trick. Maybe it was God's will to grow my maturity. I satisfy with my life.I will not start a relationship again until I finish my Form 5. LOVE AFFAIRS SOMEHOW IS JUST CAUSING PEOPLE TO SUFFER. I AM AWAKEN FROM THE MISTAKE THAT I HAD DONE. I WILL CHERISH MYSELF AND WHAT I HAVE OWNED RIGHT NOW.

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

The black and white parades of TODAY

2009-05-01T02:30:00.000-07:00

BabyJia

I was focusing on my pizza but not you.XD

Jia and Pong

Jia and Vien

Are you hungry?

A bland new day,a wonderful day as I could say. Babybuddies decided to go for a window-shopping. Tze and Lyn couldn't join us,they were busy. Well,today were just only Pong,Vien,Loo,Yan,Ling-Pong's sister,and I. I was the earliest one who arrived Parkson today. My parents went there for their road show. I was loistering at my mum's counter there about an hour because the others were still at home. I could do nothing. Looking at the people,passing by. Loo came to meet me. Yeah,I was so excited ,finally there was someone who came to accompany me. Loo and I first went to the new block,NEW WING .Crowded . I didn't have my breakfast.It was so torturing when I looked at the advertisement board"BIG APPLE DONUTS","SECRET RECIPE" and "MARY BROWN". STARVING.NOOOOOOOO...After several hours, Pong,Vien,Yan and Ling arrived. We decided to have a pizza meal at Parkson. We love pizza a lots. Well,A long queue as we could see in front of PIZZA HUT.We had to queue up too.After 20 minutes like that, our turn. After having the Pizza, shopping again. I just noticed that actually all of us dressed up in BLACK AND WHITE .Wee... so happy.I ran into Eunice at there, she told me that she was alone. So pathetic. =( But finally Natalie came to accompany her. I saw Eddie and the other bros of mine too. Sorry, I broke my promise that I didn't attend your birthday celebration ,Eddie. =D We walked for such a long time,then went to SECRET RECIPE for our teabreak. GLUTTON HUH, haha,ravenous Babybuddies.We ordered 2 pieces of cheese cakes. By the way,only Loo,Pong,Ling and I went to Secret Recipe. Yan and Vien went to Starbucks. I love cakes rather than beverage. So I chose to go to Secret Recipe.Yeah, delicious cheese cakes.I am so regret now. It's so fattening! I have already decided that I will not eat anything tonight. I am very positive. Well, Happy Labour Day. I spent so much money today.

Love,

Jia the Only Bookworm.

Exhibition fair

2009-04-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah, today is a restless day. Went to school at 6.30am.Arrived. Went into the class, I put my bag at my seat and went towards Jaohua and Alan them. Alan seemed moody this morning. The little junior prefect kept on calling on him,asked him to do his work as Alan was incharged to clean the school compound today .He was so annoyed. Then,came the senior. Alan seemed impatient and argued with that senior prefect.Then Alan seemed very angry and carried a chair managed to throw it towards that senior. Fortunately ,the chair didn't hit on that senior but the window. We could only heared a "bang" sound but the window did not break.=D But as time went on, Alan calmed down. No teacher was in the class today. All were busy about the exhibition fair. I went to the staff room to look for Mdm.Ha. On my way,Loo called on me. I searched for her as her sound was so loud. LOL,finally I found that she was in the lab. And she was busy with her exibition . She was doing with her Biology exhibition.I didn't really know what she was doing there. But what I can see was a bull's eye which had been cut out using a knife. A REAL BULL's EYE OKAY? OH MY GOODNESS,I'M NOT BLUFFING. Loo told me that this was the stuff that she was going to show during the exhibition later. I went back to class with Hannah. The class was nearly empty.Only few classmates stayed. Stunned. Yeah,11.25am. Time for our class to go to the exhibition fair. LOL, saw Loo and Elaine there.At the Biology corner. LOL they were really showing something about eyes. And there were 2 real eyes there. Disgusting but fun. Today is Eddie's Birthday,his beloved one,XXXX gave him a birthday card this morning,he was too happy and suprised. He never expected that the girl will give him a birthday card . Congrats EDDIE. I guess this is the best gift that you had received this morning.

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Intention after Mid-year exam

2009-04-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

My maturity.

Doing experiment in the chemistry lab today. Iron(II) sulphate and Iron(III) sulphate. So embarassing, I failed my experiment. I couldn't get the actual result. SAD ! Haha, well. There must be something that I had mistaken . =D, I saw my "EDWARD CULLEN" today, he threw a quick glance at me and quickly turned back. Don't misunderstand, I am not in love with him,okay?LOL. I peek at him sometimes XD,just admire him,I don't have any motive,frankly.My mood for this morning was good. Nice. Miss Anna changed our seats in the class today. Fortunately ,I was still arranged to sit with Tien.Tomorrow is Eddie's Birthday. Happy Birthday ,Bro! Wish you happy all the time and may your dreams come true. Back home, I lay on the couch and started my thoughts after this coming mid-year exam. Marriot buffet dinner? Barbeque? Camp? or the one that is really absurd? STUDY SCHEME? NOOO.. Though SPM is coming sooner and sooner,but holiday is for me to relax. By the way,I manage to use some of the time to study too. Anxious about SPM. 5 months more to prepare,seriously. I am still very positive about that to sacrifice first in order to get better result,I'm not bluffing. Hope everyone can manage their time wisely .Wish everybody can do well in the coming exam. Lastly,my last advice.The weather is hot nowadays.Please take care and drink a lot of water to avoid any kind of sickness or diseases especially the PIG FLU.

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

Reverie of TODAY

2009-04-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

Bed Time story.

Wow,again. Woke up early. My reluctance didn't work . I HAD TO WAKE UP AGAIN. Okay,a bland new day,a bland new plan. I settled with school bags,had my TD-8 and went off to school. Well, I was absolutely tired this morning. Reached school,the school bag was damn heavy,I brought a lot of books,lesson ended at 3.00pm. Sighed,Tuesday,I HATE YOU. 1st period, Biology,teacher was absent, well the class had gone absolutely noisy, laughing aloud and fooling around. I promised to myself,today I MUST use my time to revise PHYSICS. Gosh, after revised for half an hour. I fell asleep in class. Afterthat,came Hannah and Meiyi. Meiyi first asked about study's affairs,well the conversation had gone to the topic about " what do you intent to do after SPM?'' ,I told them about my thoughts. I managed to go to learn how to bake cakes for few months. Just learn for fun =D.Well, I love food as well. I love to cook,I love arts XD.Alan looked so solemn,expressionless today.He was so quiet,his mouth was so rigid.He didn't talk to Tien, not even to glance at her. Feeling so strange. What kind of day will tomorrow be? I am wondering right now. Hope it would be a great day. I love simple .It's time to read NEW MOON again.ALWAYS LOVE,TWILIGHT.

Love,

Jia the only bookworm.

The great obligation, the most honourable principal

2009-04-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

BELL RANG, It was time to go to the school hall. Tien was not here yet. Few minutes later, Tien turned up.I waited for her to leave her schoolbag and we went to the school hall together with Alan. On our way to school hall, Mdm. Robinette stopped us, she wanted us to wear our necktie properly and asked which class we were in."5L3",I muttered. Then she told us that we should wear our ties properly,she wasn't that bad,every single word that she said was so pursuassive. I respected her a lots. She didn't scold us or punish us,just talked to us nicely ,politely. I apprehend, she has her own obligation, great obligation,she has the right to nag,to urge, to comment. Alright, I will always show my respect to her. She is a responsible and good principal.
After assembly, Mr.Phang's wife,Mdm Tan Lee Chien ordered Tien,Hannah and I went to the staff room and took the buckets to class. During the period of Pendidikan Moral,we were forced to clean up the classroom. I was incharged to wipe the window. 6 persons were incharged to wipe the window,well among all of them,only I myself brought a torn towel to there. Well,my classmates tore off my torn towel so that each one of them had a little piece of towel to wipe the window. Sometimes it is really unfair,I am the one who brought the towel but when the tore it off, they gave me the smallest one,not even bigger than my palm LOL. HAHA but it was quite fun. When we were doing our duty, Mdm Tan snapped the photos of us.The photos were to become the evidence of our "KERJA AMAL" . We were laughing ,fooling around. Quite fun HAHA.
Bell rang,recess time. I had my TD-8 and Alan bought fried noodles for Tien because Tien was busy. After recess,was time to go to Chemistry Lab,Lovely Mdm. Beh was waiting for us LOL.
Well, we went to chemistry lab in a large group.Eddie,Jordan,Alan,JaoHua,Tien and I.Arrived laboratory. When we were listenning to Mdm.Beh,our classmate,Akmal,suddenly moved to the first table and sat in between Tien and I.We were annoyed,we detest him.He is so corrupt and is also a shriek. He kept on peeking on Tien but Tien ignored him. Bell rang, "Thank you teacher" ,time to back to class. Tien and I were the earliest one who left the lab 1st, suddenly we heard someone was shouting and we could figure out that it must be something happen,but we didn't care about it. We backed to class,nobody was following us to the class.Odd. Then somebody came in and told us Alan fought with Akmal. We startled. My classmate described to me, I could imagine that.He told me,when Tien and I were leaving the Lab,Alan rushed to Akmal and nearly to punch him. He clenched his fist ,my classmates quickly ran to him ,pursuaded him and pulled him back. He was so reckless and yelled at Akmal loudly,they told me that actually Akmal was intending to squat down and peek into Tien's skirt.INSANE! Alan saw that,he could not endure,so he lost control and nearly to slam into Akmal.The bunsen burners were all toppled down.Terrifying.Terrible day. Hope that he could calm himself down. My friend.=)

An "independent" Bookworm=)

2009-04-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

Bookworm-BabyJia

Last night, 10.30pm, alone at home. Sister went for her date,Pa and Ma went to uncle's house,left me alone staying in the house facing the walls. I daren't to sleep, I kept my laptop on, listenning to Bella's lullaby,never let it to pause. I was afraid of those" supernatural". HAHA, COWARD! Well, Ma gave me a phone call at 10.45pm, telling me that she was on her way home. I said:"Okay, I will be waiting for you ." and hang up. I kept on yawning, but I didn't want to go to bed.Strong will power? Because it was absolutely quiet because my neighbour had just moved out last week. Sounds scary huh. It was dark outside.I kept my eyes on the screen of my laptop,daren't to look outside.Eventually, Ma and Pa came home, I had no fear right at that time.But I was a little angry with them because they came back late in time .So , when they opened the door and stepped into the house, I glared at them. They just ignored me,because I used to be that bad-tempered. I got a cup of water ,drank it ,and went to bed. The next morning-[ this morning],alarm rang. Annoyed. Today is Sunday,alright,woke up at 6.30am. I was still sleepy and reluctant to wake up.But today had to go to church. Okay, I washed my face with cold water,to wake myself up and brushed my teeth. At 8.10am, I went to church,my family didn't go with me today,Pa dropped me at there and I met Tze at there.Before the service started, Tze and I were non-stop chattering and later on came Vien,Loo and Pong.We sat in one long chain again. NICE. The church choir dedicated a song named" Love you wholeheartedly".It was so fantastic and It gave the message that we had to love our God wholeheartedly. I would practice for it. Waiting for the camp to be held during June. I hope that I could stay closer to God through that camp. Noon time, I had a lunch with all relatives . I ate too much. Regret. After lunch, 3,00pm,Vien came to my shop, I taught her about Add maths chapter 1-Function. Hope that she can do well during her exam. <3.>NEW MOON reading time. And now, Good bye, I want to read my love,new moon right now.

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.

Happy Birthday to you

2009-04-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

Lovely sister with bouquet of flowers.

This morning i supposed to sleep more. For the sake of the Bible knowledge Test I got up at 5.30am. Sounds insane.Well ,I used to be like that =] When I was awaken, It was incredulous that my sister would get up earlier than me and sitting in the living room watching TV. I was stunned. I grinned , and said" Happy Birthday,Sis" to her. I guess I was the earliest in my family who said Happy Birthday to her. She just smirked at me. Well, this is the way she usually reacts.
I brushed my teeth,washed my face,and went back to my room,turned on my table lamp and started to revise ACTS OF APOSTLES CHAPTER 1 to 5. At 7.30am, I finished my revision and prepared to go to Chemistry tuition .Still energertic .After tuition, Dad picked me to shop , and Pong went home. In the afternoon around 1.40pm, I walked to Pong's house as her house is just a short distance from my shop. I got her,we walked to Bible Lesson together.It was hot and we both got tanned. We done quite well in the test because it was too easy and simple . Thanks God.

BIBLE KNOWLEDGE <3

Back home, I saw a puppy lingered outside of my house, non-stop barking at me.It caught my attention and I snapped a photo of that little puppy. That puppy is really a coward. It merely to bark but never approached to me. HAHA,kind of cute little stuff.

Little puppy.

After the dinner.

To celebrate my sister's Birthday, we dined at Marriot.Dad'd reserved the seats and about 7.30pm we went to there. Well,extremely satisfied with the enviroment there and the delicious food they served. Nice and tasty. I ate a little bit, I could not eat more.Right now I am still very positive that,I should not eat too much too, it causes FAT! XD .And still, sister, Happy Birthday to you and May God bless you every step of the way in your life. AND DO NOT FORGET,stay close with God. Love.

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.

New intention

2009-04-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to you, earnestly wishing you all the best,Sis.

Tomorrow is my beloved sister's birthday and also my Bible Knowledge exam ,feeling so tensed. Frankly,I'm not really well prepared. I would like to spend 3 hours more tonight to do my revision. Sounds pathetic,anyway I believe that I can overwhelm it before the exam . This afternoon, I started reading NEW MOON, page 14 onwards.. I am a slow reader =) I looked so solemn today,I wasn't in good mood. Without any reason. At school,I kept on humming "river flows in you" . So in love with that song. What should I buy for my sister? Sorry for that I can't afford any branded,any luxury. Maybe I will buy something that is significant?HAHA, wait for my special gift for you then . NEW MOON is so irresistable, but I should manage my time now, for study,for reading,and for God. =) Pong ,tomorrow we will be sitting the exam together,wish you all the best too ! Love Vien,Pong,Loo,Tze,Yan,Lyn and Jie <3

Curtis,Tze,Jia,Wen,Jeremy,Chun

Pong,Loo,Vien,Jia

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.

River flows in you

2009-04-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

Too funny, causing laughter haha. The cockroach that offended me yesterday morning was killed by Ma. Mourn for you, poor little thing. Feeling so relief now,NO MORE INSECT! That's what I want. Alright, I'd finished reading my TWILIGHT. Sorry for keep mentionning about TWILIGHT at here. It's a part of me =)Alright,I finished reading TWILIGHT in school. I didn't pay attention to the lessons today,entirely focusing on my love, TWILIGHT. I finished it and returned it to my friend next door, EUNICE. And I got the second book from her, NEW MOON. Today the extra class called off, Mr. Wong How Ming is so resentful. Never informed us earlier.HE IS ALWAYS THAT RESENTFUL HUH!Back to shop at 1.30pm, searched for "Bella's lullaby (River flows in you) by Yiruma".Eventually, I got the piano pieces from the net,feeling fascinated right now. Went home, nearly 4 pm, feeling so tired so I went to bedroom and lie on the bed. Unintentionally, I fell asleep. I woke up at 4.50pm. Still feeling sleepy. But I have to go to dance today ,in order to burn the fats in my body XD. It was funny tonight, during dinner time, an amusing mistake that my Dad did. He poured the grains into the rice cooker, washed it but he missed the final step . He didn't turn on the switch , I was starving at that time, he apologized for his mistake HAHA.So I have no rice to eat tonight. But it was quite funny huh. He is always the muddle-head. Alright, now I am going to post the piano pieces of Bella's Lullaby,hope everyone would like it.

Attention please, there is a typing error there.Should be River Flows in you.

Love ,

Jia the only bookworm.

Love School

2009-04-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

As I woke up early in the morning, I brushed my teeth,washed my face, and went to Kitchen. The kitchen was dark at that time. I switched on the light, and moved forward near the basin. Abruptly, I vaguely saw a black stuff on the floor. I wondered what was that. Because of short sighted, I had to squat down and look at it clearly. Finally ,I noticed that it was a COCKROACH!
I ran out from the kitchen as fast as i could without closing the door. After few seconds, that idiot cockroach flew out to the living room. MY HEART THUDDED SO FAST, I saw that stupid cockroach flew into my sister's Guess bag. Oh my goodness,I could not say a word because my sister was still sleeping soundly inside the room. I daren't to move a step,afraid of that cockroach. I rushed into mum's room, took my uniform out, and back to my own room.As everything was done, I woke my dad up and he sent me to school. This morning ,the assembly was said to be too long, nearly about 2 hours,and hot too. And resented with those junior prefects , they were too annoying. Sighed. Never mind .I know that is your duty,prefects. Today ,my Add maths teacher,Miss Teng was on course and another teacher,Mdm.Pui was incharged to teach us for just a period of 2 weeks. During her lesson, there was absolutely silent.No sound. Everyone was paying full attention. Even I myself too. She is very friendly and patient compared to Miss Teng. Alright,I do not want to backstab my teacher now XD.Mdm. Pui taught us about 1 hour and 45 minutes,the bell rang. It was the time to back home. Everyone packed their own stuff and rushed out from the classroom. Tien was getting better today ,her sore thoat was almost recovered =] Tomorrow I will be reading NEW MOON, I want to express my gratitude at here. Thank you my friend next door =] EUNICE, for borrowing me your TWILIGHT, appreciate it .

Love,
Jia the only bookworm.

Stay In Boredom

2009-04-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

I refused to get up this morning,so tired and sleepy. But the pile of homework forced me to get up.I HAVE to go to school . Alright,get used to it. I realised that it was late. I jumped off from my bed and got my school bag ready. At the same time I put TWILIGHT novel into my school bag too. Addicted to it too much. I bathed, change my clothes ,tied up my hair then rushed off to school. Arrived school, rushed to my class,I knew that I was on my duty to sweep the floor this morning. I love to sweep the floor because it may burn fat huh. LOL CRAZY WITH SLIMMING PLAN!Stay in school until 3pm. Finished Chinese lesson. Tien and I went to the semi roundabout there to wait for our own transportations. Reached home, nothing to do. AGAIN,MY LOVE! TWILIGHT ~ Alright, I read about Carlisle. Kind of boredom. After I finished reading about Carlisle,I slept. Dad got a meeting later, I couldn't go to dance and tuition because he was busy. I felt a little mad because I could do nothing at home. Too bored. So I started to throw a tantrum at my dad.My dad didn't grumble too. Well, now I am feeling better,sorry Dad for throwing a tantrum at you just now =]

Love,

Jia The Only Bookworm

New Moon

2009-04-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

Back home, heading to my room and continued my reading on Twilight. But, I read for few minutes,then I went out of my room and switched on my laptop. Go to youtube,I typed"New Moon Movie Trailor" . I was so excited that it showed the movie trailor.But it was so miserable,when I finished watching the movie trailor,Bella was tortured by the leaving of Edward. She lived in agony.T_T I felt sad for her too. Without any reason LOL
TWILIGHT is too mesmerizing ..ARGH. I can't stop reading it right now.NEW MOON please wait for me!

New Moon Front Cover LOL

It causes fat ,Ma

2009-04-19T04:00:00.001-07:00

Today,early in the morning, I couldn't sleep more.I've already used to be awaken at 5.30am.Well,I compelled myself to sleep more.Sighed. Well,the 2nd time I woke up,6.30am.I really couldn't sleep anymore,I seemed so energetic =]

I woke up,switched on my laptop,and started to play friendster.But I'm no longer interested in friendster anymore. Kind of lame thing geeezz..I wasted my time until 7.30am, I started to take my bath, tidy up my room, combed my hair and chose the suitable shirt to wear.Well,at 8.10am,my family and I started to go to church. I arrived at 8.20am,and sit with BabyBuddies in one long chain LOL,after church,I had and official interview with 2 leaders of the church.They wanted to know about my personalities and moralities in me.If i passed, I may be baptized in the coming months maybe. I do not know about the actual time **

Well,I waited for Tze because her interview was so long . At 11.20am we went home. I didn't have my lunch because I'm on diet .LOL. As usual,I back home, locked myself up in my room,and continue to read TWILIGHT. It 's just so sweet ! I'm addicted to it. Almost the last page =D now hunting for NEW MOON.

I read until 2.30pm,and I yawned . It was the time to take a nap. So i close the novel,turned to my bed and lied down . In a few minutes, I fell asleep. Well,I woke up at 5,20pm.I got up and hanging around.Panic.

Dad fried beehoon for Sis and I,and some long beans.I ate a bowl of beehoon with some long beans. Well,Mum's call. She said that she's on the way back to Miri from Brunei,brought a lot of sushi back and some muffins. Oh my goodness,my temptation came.She reached home after 1 hour like that. I attempted that I was blind when a pack sushi was in front of me.My sis irritated me and wanted me to eat too.I took the first bite! It was pretty nice and tasty.I ate 3 slices of sushi. But now I regret! It causes fat. I do not want my weight to bounce back okay ?

Threatened meT_T

Tanjung and MarinaBay

2009-04-18T21:21:00.001-07:00

Loo and Jia <3

Yesterday event,18/4/2009, yesterday afternoon Bible Knowledge class was cancelled for once. Perfect Ocassion! So that afternoon, Pong and I supposed to join youth at Tanjung. Youth of our church combined with Tudan branch church yesterday afternoon. Vien,Loo and I started to go at 2.15pm. But we were late. However, we were having fun at there. Tze incharged of the organiser. The 1st game started. Unfortunately, Tze chose me to be the DEMOSTRATOR! So embarassing,i did something idiot there. But fun!

After that, we were all separated into 4 teams. Alright, i was in team number 1. I have some companions with me,Yan,Ling and Jocelyn.Although we were team number 1,but we got last T_T

so embarassing, everyone completed their missions and stared at us,watching us playing our games. We got 4 missions,but at that time,we still at the 3rd missions.While we had completed our 3rd mission,the organiser called us back.We have no chance to complete the 4th mission because we were too slow! HAHA!

however, that was so fun huh.. i was so happy and enjoy yesterday,thanks Tudan's youth.
afterthat we had our "C2". My kind of favourite drink^^,

afterthat,we didn't follow gospel van to go back home,

we went to have something like "teabreak" and chitchat with Ray~

then ,we went down to the beach and had fun.

it was so fascinating =]

A great day

BabyBuddiesForever<3

Jia and Loo,LOVELY COUSINS!

Yesterday evening,my family and I went to MarinaBay to have our dinner,well,is kinda expensive but tasty=],

I dressed up so casually,

A t shirt as my top wear and a pair of jeans .

the scenery is beautiful there.

the dusk ,BEAUTIFUL SUNSET

I ate a bit only because I scared that I would become fatter again LOL

TOILET

The Dusk

MY REDEEMER LIVES-MY FAVOURITE

2009-04-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning?
And who told the ocean you can only come this far?
And who showed the moon where to hide till evening?
who's words alone can catch a falling star?
Chorus:
Well I know my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
All of creation testifiesthis life within me cries
I know my redeemer lives
ye-e-eah
The very same God
that spins things in orbit
runs to the weary, the worn and the weak
and the same gentle hands that hold me when I'm broken
they conquered death to bring me victory
Now I know, my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer liveslet all creation testify
that this life within me criesI-I-I know
my redeemer
He lives
to take away my shame
and he lives
forever I'll proclaim
the amount of pain that bought my sin
was the precious life He gave
and now he's alive andthere's an empty grave!
And I know
my redeemer lives
I know
my redeemer lives
let all creation testify
that this life within me criesI-I-I know my redeemer
I knowmy redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
He lives He lives*I spoke with him this morning!*He lives*I'm gonna tell everybody

Farewell of Lung 12/4/2009

2009-04-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

JIA AND JACK =] I MISS HIM~

ENG DAO HIAAAAAAAA

It was happened during last week,Easter day. We were having dinner at Grandpalace for Jack's farewell. Well, unfortunately, a lot of invited people could not come,some were because of the thunderstorm,while others ..I DONT KNOW HAHA. That night, we were gone completely insane. Well, that night were us,BABYBUDDIES, chinyee, xinjie,Raymond and his wife,yian,vincent and Jack attending the dinner.

JACK,ME,XINJIE,PONG,LOO

TOO HIGH!

We were too high during that moment,before the feast started, we all were non-stop gossip-ing about others' affairs. At 7pm, the dinner started. We enjoy eating but still kept on chattering,the restaurant was full of our noise.we SHOUT,SCREAM,YELL. The easiest way to describe all of us is "SIAO ZA BO"! haha.

Alright,now let the photo prove to you that how crazy were we during that moment=]

YEAH! CAN YOU SEE THE FOOD~
AH PONG AHHHHH

here to tell you all that,HE IS JACK.

JACK AND YIAN,HIS SMILE,IM DAZZLING!

FLAWLESS MAN YEAH REFLECTION! COUSINS!

JACK ,MY BELOVED HIA, had no time to enjoy his food. BECAUSE, we all were busy taking photos with him and never let him off.HAHA,that time he was nearly gone crazy,because we were shouting at him and said:"LUNG! DON'T EAT! TAKE PHOTOS!" and you couldn't believe that even his sister,PONG,was the one who was the craziest girl among us.Even is her own brother,also KEEP ON OCCUPYING HIM AND TAKE PHOTOS WITH HIM!

well after having dinner,around 9.30pm, we go gai gai ^^ LOLZ some sit in the MES,some sit in the CAMRY~=]

BUSY TALKING INSIDE THE CAR and around 10pm,we went home .=]

lolz,lyn,yan,chinyee,xinjie and Yian~