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Having a strong desire to eat sushi yesterday. To fulfil my wish,my family decided to go to Brunei's Escapade to have our japanese meals. Just fantastic! Especially the Unagi. Sweet sauce combined with the meat created a fantastic and wonderful taste. I missed yesterday. I'm still envy with the Malays there. They got big houses, lovely cars,branded bags and so on. The houses were like castles. I bought lots of things there. Especially my lovely white chocolates! The whole day I was just eating and eating and eating . My mouth never stopped . Oh my gosh, I ruined everything. I have to exercise throughout the week. So sad. LOL.

LOL totally speechless

Just for form 5 testimonial LOL



30++ days to go ,SPM! I'll fight for it. Yes,I do=)

SPM will be very soon.

Hey guys, it's been a long time that I have ignored my "diary" . Well, can you imagine how hard I'm going on with my life right now? Every day I have to wake up at about 4.30 am to study and I can only go to bed around 12 am. This is too torturing! I can't stand any longer. But what to do? For that piece of certificate, we have to suffer . Sigh, good luck SPM candidates, we will just suffer for 30 days more, I need to get As. Hope that God does notice my sacrifaction upon all these . T_T , May God bless you guys and me =) Amen. Well, I was really gone mad last night. My dad came back at 9pm and at that time I was watching the TV. Then he came out of his room telling me that he messed up my wardrobe WITHOUT ANY REASON. ^*^#@#$#@.... Then I went to the room and spent all my time to tidy my wardrobe. KANASAI one. Till now I still can't forgive what he did to me."Bek Chek"

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay classmates =)

YEAHHHHHH, tomorrow will be the 1st day of my 1 week holiday . Soooooo excited, I don't need to go to school for 10 days! GREAT. Firstly, Happy belated birthday Yan. Sorry for the late posting. My eyes are suffering from inflammation? I guess. So sad. My eyes looked so ugly and weird today. Especially early in the morning . It's hard for me to just open my eyes or to look at people. JUST PAIN. How unfortunate I was. Trial 2 is coming very soon,just two weeks after this week. Alright, I will be very stressful, wish that I can try all the best with all my mind ,my heart and my soul just to STUDY! Hope that I won't fail my Sejarah anymore. =) Going out with Tze tomorrow, it will be fun right? <3

Add maths maniac

The 2nd day without Mama and Sis, so lonely and just so silent . I went to school this morning, just as usual, nothing special. Soooo boring! Guess what? 8 weeks to go for SPM! Are you ready?LAU KAH HUI ? huhhhh, endless nightmare LOL. I couldn't believe that my class failed HISTORY, great! ANTI-HISTORY PARTY LOL. I'm going to worry for my English and Chemistry results. IN ANXIETY T_T

Know what? 3 more days to go

I was so happy when I finished my tests today. English 1 and Add maths 1. Exam is fun when you know how to answer the questions. Agree? As I was wearing my school uniform, I realised that it's quite tight. HOW COULD THIS BE? This was just so cruel to me. Serve me right. Back to glutton's life these few days. Okay, deal here. I have to eat some food with low calories but high fibre ==! Today's add maths was too easy. Thanks God. Know what? I wrote an essay about my Borneo Rainforest trip . This was really "non-fiction" because I had no idea to write an essay with a title :" the secret lies in me forever.." or "MOVIES" .Perhaps if the question titled "Love" , I would get something to write about it. Tomorrow will be Chemistry paper 1 and 3, Good luck to form 5 columbans. I received my class T shirt this morning. Just nice because that was a sign or indication of my beloved 5L3!

My dear, feeling so painful right now?

Saturday. 3 days left. I'm waiting for the nightmare to come. My trial 1. It's always so unfair and unfortunate for form 5 students ,agree? Right. Today, Loo invited me to have lunch with her. We had our lunch " kueh chap" together at Miri Food Court. It tasted EWWW, disgusting. Sorry, I'm just telling the truth here instead of insulting . After that, we went to visit grandma. At about 3.30pm, we went to church. Well, only Loo and I there.Then, we went to playground. Climbing here and there, playing and running. We weren't childish, honestly. LOL. Then, we went to play see-saw. First only me and her were playing that. After a little while, came Tze,Lyn,Yan and Pong. We did a very rediculous thing. Each side of the see saw seated by three persons. Incredulous right? We underestimated the danger of playing see-saw LOL. When we were screaming,laughing while sitting on the see-saw , playing, Pong slipped down from the see-saw. Because she had slipped off from the see-saw,the weight of that side decreased. And her partner- Loo, was thrown and lurched forward and was hitted by the see-saw and she was injured. I was feeling guilty because I was the one sitting at another side with Tze T_T. She hurt her chin and her jaw was aching . I don't know if she's feeling better right now. SORRY ='( Today was a bad day. Later, she went home. We went to Marina Bay without her company =(. So sad. My love, get well soon <3

Recalling everything is wonderful.

Indeed, it is the best not to grow up as a teenager but remain as a kid . Everyday, I have to face different kind of stress. But I will never tell myself that my life is so boring ,so meaningless, so agonizing. Because grumble cannnot change anything . This morning, as I woke up, I surfed the net. Searching for "the little mermaid" and waiting for it to be downloaded completely. I wasn't childish or inmature,I was thinking that fairy tales or those cartoons during my time would be the best. The story was nice though it was outdated. =D I admitted,cartoon is always my favourite. Alright, after that I watched Lion king again. So touching and meaningful. This will be the only best way to entertain myself. Too bored.

Love will find a way.

I watched the Lion King yesterday, it was a cartoon published long time ago. Indeed it is always the best. Nala and Simba, Kovu and Kiara. And this is the best song ever.

KIARA: In a perfect world

One we've never known

We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world

We'll create our own

I may not be brave or strong or smart

But some where in my secret heart I know

Love will find a wayAny where we go

I'm homeIf you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

KOVU:I was so afraid

Now I realize

Love is never wrong

And so it never dies

There's a perfect world

Shining in your eyes

KIARA and KOVU:And if only they could feel it too

The happiness I feel with you

They'd know

Love will find a way

Any where we go we're home

If we are there together

Like dark turning into day

Some how we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

Yea,it's holiday again.Good or bad?

Yea, I fulfilled your wish Ling.LOL. I'm so envy with those students who are not Form 5 yet. They can just enjoy fully their holiday. My holiday, is just busy.I made a lot of commitments before holiday began. I told myself to use the time wisely,but indeed it is very hard to fulfil the wishes. Yesterday was Loo's birthday, we celebrated together with our friends- Ray and Nick at Parkson. Parkson was crowded because there was a fashion show there yesterday,those beautiful ladies,their perfect figures really seducing me to become a lesbian LOL. Tea break at Starbucks- 5 ladies (Loo,Pong,Vien,Yan and I) spending the whole afternoon there talking about politics .Well, you will get stunned if you know that we're quite concern about Malaysia political issues LOL. From Najib all along the way to Tunku Abdul Rahman then to our root -China LOL! It's quite nice discussing about those political conflicts. But well, Yan went home earlier than us. Well , at about 4.30 we went home. Simple Sunday, simply but nice. However, I'm getting sick of my life. Repeating the same routine, day by day. Can it be a meaningful today. So bored!

Am I too pessimistic?

I slept soundly as everyone always notices about that. I did reset my alarm, it didn't work by the way. Dreamless night, I slept without any nightmare, without any reminder of school day in my mind. I opened my eyes, looking out the window and noticed that it was so bright outside. I refreshed my mind and thinking that if today was a school day. Suddenly, a word "PM exam" came to my mind. Without second thought, I rushed off to the toilet, got everything ready and went to school . My last glance at the clock, 7.15am. Whatever, better than absent. I arrived school, I pushed the gate door. At the gate, I heard Mr Tan's voice, very loud and scary. I noticed somebody were sitting on the bench and gesturing to me,telling me not to go straight through the hall to the class. I walked into my class, teacher was teaching, but I would not listen to her. Bell rang. PM test. Ms. Tan distributed the paper and I was feeling so edgy and stressful . This is always my weakness. Once I get nervous, I will forget what I have learnt. Well , slowly, I listed out 12 moral values. I completed it. But, my instinct told me that, my effort for this test was not enough. whatever, I will work hard. I received an email from a community of christianity. I earned a word from there. "GROWTH"

G – Go to God in prayer daily (John 15:7)
R – Read God’s Word daily (Acts 17:11) – begin with the gospel of John
O – Obey God moment by moment (John 14:21)
W – Witness for Christ by your life and word (Matthew 4:19 & John 15:8)
T – Trust God with every detail of your life (1 Peter 5:7)
H – Holy Spirit – Allow Him to control and empower your daily life and witness (Galatians 5:16-17; Acts 1:8)

It's your day, Tze.

Today we intended to give Tze a surprise. Eventually, we couldn't make it, because Tze couldn't choose not to meet her boyfriend after church. Alright, we stayed back for Sunday school. After everything, we went to have our lunch at "Lou Wai Lou". Pujut there =DD. We arrived and coincidently met Jeremy and Chun. After everybody had come , we started to eat and celebrate. =D.Simple but happy.The guest of today : Lung, Yian, Yan,Vien,Lyn ,Jia,Pong and xinjie and the host herself: Tze. =D

Escape from the reality,goshhhhh

Tomorrow will be my test again. This morning when I was day-dreaming in the class,a sudden noise caught my attention. I heard Darren's chatters, people were running and knocking on those tables, laughing aloud. And I saw a group of people were surrounding a sheet of paper. I asked my friend that what's that. Then she told me :" Our trial 1's schedule la.." . I got numb LOL. Again and again, need to revise everything all over again. W.E.A.R. M.E. O.U.T! Today is Tze's Birthday! Love you =D Happy Birthday!!!

Suffer from amnesia T_T

I have found out that I become very forgetful recently. Can't even remember a person's name or a special event that happened before. I used to remember everything in the past. I am so sad right now. What is happening to my brain? My brain cell ! God, have mercy on me T_T

In memory of the well-known star-Michael Jackson

This song is so touched for me. I love this song so much. I miss him-Michael Jackson. Forever in memory.

"You Are Not Alone"
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...

Women in RED

It's SUNDAY again. Church time. After church, I went to have my lunch with Loo. When we were on our way back to shop,we ran into Pong and Ling. Okay, started to talk again. I did household this afternoon. My house is utterly clean now XD. After household,I went swimming with Pong,Loo and Ling =D. So happy.I don't write much . Great~

Darren's 17th Birthday Celebration

Darren,the birthday boy~


The texture was nice enough.



Lighting the candles~

He loves to do this kind of face.

I'm so sorry that now I'm just starting to write about Darren's Birthday. Feeling apologetic =D.

Okay, Friday's event. I bought a cake from Wilton Cake House and about 1pm I went to Parkson.Nobody was there ,there were sort of procrastinator.Whatever =D We had our Pizza meal, Eddie broke the record because he had eaten 6 pieces of pizza, ravenous? Perhaps. Okay, to end up the meal, we asked the waiter to bring the cake out of the fridge and we sang "Happy birthday song."The cake used to be nice BUT it tasted awful that day. I was so angry with the one who made this cake. He didn't really make a fresh cake for me.Instead, he used the one which was put in the fridge for so long . The cake was not soft enough,hardened cheese cake. I was so sorry that time. Whatever. After meal, we went to watch a movie. ICE EDGE 3~ sooooooo cuteeeeee. Still, I appreciate everything. =D thanks for your tolerance XD.

Your life,my LIFE.

I got up at 7.30am this morning, there were only I myself and my dad. The house seemed so quiet because there were no sister and mum. They have went to KL. I got to church as usual. Today was Pastor Jason took turn to speak. His sermon was nice, I didn't yawn . It was all about lives. Our lives were set up by God. Everything has been prepared for us. We are talented because God will never create a good-for-nothing. So here to encourage everyone, work hard and dare to face the hardship! Don't be lazy because you may regret one day =D

Laziness

I have decided not to go to school tomorrow. Firstly, because I haven't done my homework. I don't want to get scolded by my teacher. Second, I want to do my revision rather than wasting my time at school doing nothing =D. Stressful man, SPM left 4 months. I hope that I can cope =(. Biology, Physics and Chemistry, what shall I do? Sigh.

Mufti Day 2009 !

Rolling my eyes, 5 o'clock in the morning.Whatever.Yeah, today was Mufti Day. I chose a black shirt for myself. Nothing seemed better than black in my wardrobe. Arrived school,I saw those nice dress-up =D . I got stunned, because Maggie was wearing Japanese dress this morning. Kinda outstanding haha. I burst into laughter when I saw Ah Tong was wearing cheongsam and Alex was wearing dress and high heels. Everyone was just shouting and took pictures with them because they're too funny. Don't want to write too much here.Later you all will start to grumble haha!

An email received from Bong ShinWan

Read it through, I know it's going to be a long passage .But maybe it may change your personal view towards Christianity.=D
Do You Believe This??? A girl went to her friends house and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the bike trail Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down th e alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God'sprotection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right pastthe man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutesafter she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineupto see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediatelybroke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn'talone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her. Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone. People will not stand up for God.. Send this if you truly belie ve in God.... PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what: 'If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father' STAND UP FOR HIM ... 93% of people wont pass this on.... Will you be one of them?

Lastly, May God bless you, may He be your guardian and the lamp unto your feet. May His grace pour unto you and let us keep our faith in Him. The all mighty,the loving and noble God, the one who died on the cross for us, the one who carry us up when we fall down. Amen.

Food Fair and Pete's Deli

Tien


Sea breeze

Taking naps .

Reflection =D

Hannah and Tien =D

Roasted Chicken ~

Walking under the hot sun.

Kong and Alan's little brother.

I was leaning out of the broken window and took this down.

It's still roar

Yeah!

Meiyi =D

Brass band-burger corner

Sandwiches~

I woke up at 4a.m. .I carried the responsibility to make sandwiches for brass band =D . I didn't grumble . Instead, I was glad to help them. I boiled the egg,peeled them off and mixed them with mayonaise =D. My sister and mother woke up and helped me. What a wonderful morning . I went to school at 6.20am. Today was St columba's 80th Anniversary and Food Fair. First, we went to the service. Then , the food fair started. Around 10.35am, Hannah,Meiyi,Tien and I went to Pete's Deli on foot.The weather was terribly hot. By the way, we enjoyed every moment today. Always the 4 sistax.

Love,

Jia the only Bookworm.