Dear Diary

YEA COMPLEX NUMBERS COMPLEX NUMBERS, I M GOING INSANE , VERY SOON

Sometimes you really cannot choose.

I'm facing some problems. DILEMMA. OMG , 3 MONTHS LATER I WILL BE GRADUATING FROM MY ALVL . Yes, I have been doing all the SCIENCE thingy, my head is filled with all the scientific knowledges and I talk in SCIENTIFIC WAY USING SCIENTIFIC TERM .Yes, I am doing that everyday. I plan for myself, or I am forced to plan for myself? I can't put the blame on anyone, they always say , just go ahead. TRIALS AND ERRORS. FIRSTLY IF I HAVE GOT ENOUGH MONEY, I WILL DEFINITELY TRY FOR EVERYTHING . SECONDLY , IF WE CAN TURN BACK THE TIME WHENEVER WE WANT TO , I WILL GO FOR IT. What is the key now ? TIME AND MONEY. Should I study pharmarcy or Pastry? Yea, daddy said pharmarcy is good. Yes it's good but i am afraid of ruining my own future, who knows , I might fail , TOUCHWOOD , BETTER DONT! God, please show the way, I am blindfolded and tired. I cant see anything ,or I am refused to see? refused to choose? God, please grant me to have passion in studying pharmarcy.