Last day in Singapore.

如果是你陪我一起来到这里，那会有多好。也许现在我的心还是被你这个小偷偷走了，而且还狠狠地在我的心那里刺了一刀。

It pains me every single sec.

I miss you . But I won't hold you back, it pains me. Maybe I still can't get over you. I see your shadow in everywhere, what can I say, you are always on my mind .

Dear diary

It's 3am and I m using iPad 2 to blog. I cant sleep at all. Sadness is coming towards me every single second. I am looking at his Facebook, but , I will not regret about the decision that I have made. Lord, you always have the best plan in hands. Please, make me forget.

SG.

Dear diary , I am in Singapore right now . Yea , shopping trip. I broke up with my boy . My best friend said that I was too impulsive, so I texted him for the last time ,hoping that miracle would happen . But , I think both of us daren't to face it anymore, he didn't answer my question in the text , but at last he sent me a text while I have already arrived in singapore for seven hours . Saying , :hope you enjoy your trip in Singapore. But , I seriously don't wanna give up on him . Is it wrong to break up with him first? Every single place that I havef stepped on in Singapore always reminds me about him. Even the very normal t shirt , I love sg. Yea, I love sg. He is trying to keep something from me, what's the thing that he doesn't wanna tell me ? Till now I am still curious about it .

Girls should have their own prides .

I have been acting like I don't give a shit lately. YEAH , I kinda made myself feel like I don't really care about him . I am leaving tomorrow . Will he do something to make me change about how I feel ? If he does, GREAT MIRACLE STILL HAPPENS LOL .But I bet that he will just, " Oh babe , I will miss you " and I will get so disheartened and tell him " don't come to me anymore, you jerk. "

LIFE WITHOUT SCHOOLING .

Hey diary, since when I am so devoted to blogging ?
well that's not the point HAHA .
I miss school seriously. I stay at my mom's shop like a useless chick .
NEEDA GO TO SCHOOL ! AT LEAST LEARN SOMETHING . I MISS YOU ,SCHOOLLLL.
I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS <3

MISTAKE

I fell for the wrong person . I can't handle lies, never ever.

Do you understand?

Hey diary, I have missed you since the day I started to have my emo phase.
boy,
can you read my mind ?
do you understand what my body languages are trying to say?
I can forgive you if you are too dumbass to understand everything , but I will never forgive you if you don't give a damn about me .
You woo-ed me in the first place,
you wanted me in the first place,
you caught my heart ,
you had my attention and concerns all about you .
Yet, LATELY , YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH A JERK .
ARE THE BOYS ALWAYS THE SAME?
THEY TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, BUT END UP NEGLECTING YOU .
you said you loved me , you missed me
I want no WORDS
I want words with actions , but you never prove to me , day by day, my faith in you fades away.
whom should I put the blame ?
I am trying hard to save this , but if you are not working on it , it will just end up like this.
I am tired. I DAREN'T TO BELIEVE IN YOUR WORDS. I AM AFRAID.
Please, once again , let me feel that I mean something to you, I feel so terrible , but you never care, don't ever break a girl's heart, YOU WILL GET KARMA